::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Monday, March 14, 2005

i hav always try 2 b understandin
so u wun get any pressure frm me
but dun tink silence is e way 2 get away frm things
plz...
hols starts officially
almost finish all my hw
left abit bio phy n eng
wonder how many days im gonna stay at home all day
arc members r startin trainin camp 2day
until wed afternoon
hope u guys hav fun even though it's Trainin camp
im gettin scared. durin 1 of e calls A told me
"it mite be fun if i play a part in tis relationship...2 feel how's it like 2 be a third party"
a few weeks b4 tt he had said
"i can be like water 2 J, a calm wave 2wards e 'shore' tt will help him advance 2 e 'shore'...or huge waves tt will sink his boat, it depends on whether u wanna him 2 chase u again"
i flatly refused him n told him
"dun do anythin"
he really enjoys bein involved in my relationship wid Him
n tis is not a v gd thing...although i may benefit frm him, A's a gd fren of him after all
i really dun wan 2 get involved in tis kind of conflict again
tis is freaky
but A's still abit afraid of him anw
n based on A's character i noe he wun do such things after all
pc is soo secretive
till now den i realise he had a crush evr since sec 1
OoOoOo...tis is interesting
really curious 2 noe who she is...e unfortunate her...hahaha
it may be lihwa, who noes?
yesterday met addison at e food court at np
:S:S jian gui le!! :S:S
den saw huiling, yunli, weixiong n mingsheng at a table
weixiong keep sayin "singhui, hi!" repeatedly like robot lidat...haha

'life can be exciting...dependin on how u face it...even if things may not be enjoyable, but if u face it wid a positive attitude, u'll always find e fun part out of e worst things'

wint3rdreamz@6:05 PM
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