::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Friday, October 31, 2008

i used to cry over it

and close to 4 yrs later, i cried over it again.

my secret hope for yrs is going to be realised soon,
while i was subconsciously trying to muster up my courage and thinking bout giving up at the same time,
he came to me.

guess things comes when one least expects it?

but the other part of me says: it's sometimes scary to know the truth. :l

3 days to a's
all the best ppl :)

wint3rdreamz@8:14 AM
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i realised i cannot maths when someone's sitting in front of me waiting for an answer

the pressure of not being able to it makes me mind blocked i guess?

hahaha thank goodness im all alone during exams. heh.

wint3rdreamz@9:17 PM
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Monday, October 27, 2008

MSHENG'S SCARE TACTIC IS FREAKING WORKING ON ME.

dun feel like slping tonight cuz it's her consultation tmr

and i have yet to finish my 'wr'....!

it's alrdy 22 pages with 8.3k words,

but im only starting on macroeconomic problems only.

i Laughed when i saw him with her on sat.

dunno how i managed it. lol.

wint3rdreamz@10:49 PM
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Sunday, October 26, 2008

stop feeling the need to escape from the books

but instead enjoy the learning process.

jay's new album is really nice

been listening to it for almost 3 days in a row

u would've think tt it's lousy at first instance

but after listening a few times it's actually quite nice

the lyrics r v interesting too

saw alot of familiar ppl at je yst

creepy.

im 1/7 left with my imba bio notes!

though im actually supposed to finish it yst >.<

feeling guilty for not touching gp for 2 days

and maths for like...1 week plus?

wint3rdreamz@9:06 AM
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Monday, October 20, 2008

i need to screw my gp, nice n proper, soon.

wth. one percentile! :(

with mrswong/mdmho, things seem more optimistic.

it's up to me now.

wint3rdreamz@10:12 PM
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Sunday, October 19, 2008

just back from malacca from thurs

wasted 4 days not studying much.

sian missed phototaking fun on grad day.

dun feel like uploading pics

though my cousins are good-looking n my grandpa looks damm happy.

wint3rdreamz@9:45 PM
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

me: final 10 fun anot ;)
eunice: Damn exciting. I nearly got no medal. Malaysia is 3rd. Difference of 0.1. My last shot is 10.9. With that shot i jump from 4th to 2nd.

heh, congrats to chris and eunice, each winning a silver medal :)

no more mugging in the range.
anywhere, BUT the range.

wint3rdreamz@10:02 PM
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

ZOMG HOW COOL CAN SHE GET.

commonwealth youth games...indv gold medallist :)

~~(dun ask me wat's her last shot cuz i also dunno)~~
last shot's a 10. haha.

just for laughs:

when chris becomes indian! heh.

wint3rdreamz@7:59 PM
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a rap on the bus window.
i woke up with a jolt, turned and realised tt we've reached nj.
seriously, if not for tt 3 guys who took e same bus as me i wouldve missed the stop

thanks alot! and im so guilty tt i din even have the courage to walk up to them n say thanks as i was feeling so malu
stupid rite.

econs for the morning
den msheng went through my mock p2 during consultation
hope my test din go really bad.
at least i fulfilled erm, part of msheng's requirements :l

more confident for now i guess
i should continue drawing up my analysis and evaluation book ;)

went to ps to meet dad n had ljs
hahaha seems like i'll eat tt only when i eat with him
lol.
but the clam chowder soup is like damm nice can

ok den to sports council to do medical clearance.
weight(57kg?!:(, height, eyesight, blood pressure, heart rate, urine, blood test-s
the physician and attendants there r v nice

he even taught me how to relief my hardened shoulder muscles, knowing tt im going to take a's :)

den to somerset to take chest x-ray
dad is so pervy can, keep laughing bout the large chest x-ray thingy
sigh.
n ya went home

thx for the company haha.

wint3rdreamz@7:27 PM
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Monday, October 13, 2008

part of econs syllabus states:
[Interest rate determination and graphical illustration of the transmission mechanism are not required. A descriptive explanation of how monetary policy works will be sufficient.]

reading the syllabus requirements makes me realise that we dun need to know That much. seriously
it's good to noe maybe
but no need to rmb so much :)

but perhaps it wun kill to give the examiners a little bit more

wint3rdreamz@10:04 PM
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Sunday, October 12, 2008

with 3 weeks left.
my days would be spent on math n sci
my nites will be on econs n gp.

settle arh!!

finally feeling the long lost stressed up feeling tt will eventually be converted into actions
( i used to feel stressed but dun do anything :l )

wint3rdreamz@9:30 PM
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Saturday, October 11, 2008

let me stand by you,
wun you?

wint3rdreamz@8:46 PM
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Friday, October 10, 2008

arghhhhh. im going mad.

i realised im not fickle minded. just double-minded :l

econs mock these 2 days were uh oh.
uh oh.
uh oh lo.

went to safra to collect stuff and pay locker fees
with abel yea.

shoot on mannn!

i find myself clawing my hand when i feel stressed.
not normal uh?

gpee now.

ps: csb u stupiiddd goaty bao. hahaha.

wint3rdreamz@8:54 PM
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Wednesday, October 08, 2008

led by zr once again
we were singing in the range during e 3 'free' periods.

u couldve expected wat happened. lots of laughter! (tt's another l.o.l! lol.)

amused by joe's shyness. haha im sure u get wat i mean. heh! u gonna make it as a rockstar one day! hahaha.
no im not teasing, not being nice too. the most impt thing is u enjoyed. get that?

"aiyo. i realised u r singing and i tried to listen. den u stopped singing."
"not my fault la! im trying to follow u sing. u stopped le how i continue?"
lol b.dad.

on the sidenote; thx b.dad for da drink. who ask u to own me in bio =p

think should call zr out to K someday. he seems deprived.
well well...practice makes perfect im sure! :)
and of cuz, with the other 2 jokers. heh.

wint3rdreamz@8:06 PM
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Sunday, October 05, 2008

a not-so-heavy work by linkin park
linkin park - leave out all the rest.

Labels: music

wint3rdreamz@12:17 PM
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Saturday, October 04, 2008

today was spent the wrong way
shouldnt have agreed to study at woodlands lib...
awkward is the word i guess.

if u r a guy (or u think u understand guys well enough)
can u tell me,
do u think false hope is better? or no hope is?

haha i shouldn't think so much.
not like wat im thinking is the truth.
or i hoped ;)

on a happier note,
met jannice and siaochi there too!
had a nice little chat with them..
hope we'll meet soon again :)

and ya, when i reached the lib,
i met soklum from 4e3'o6 if im not wrong. haha.
so paiseh for i kinda forgot her name... lol.
but she was like saying:
"hey! are u eh...shi hui?
the alex lim one!
haha i rmb he always say ur figure very nice one..."

WAT IS FREAKING WRONG WITH TT MONKEY ARH?
haha i meant alexlim..lol.

just when i begin to think tt im someone who can open up my mind
i realised i still couldn't
lol.
if my mind were a book, it would be one that has been soaked in glue
cant open up.
but i think, im simply, just an animated children storybook :DD

wint3rdreamz@10:49 PM
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and soon, we'll see the range brimming with life again :)

wint3rdreamz@12:22 AM
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Thursday, October 02, 2008

weird: im getting kinda fickle-minded...
me: no! im still faithful.

hahaha so random.

a rather unproductive morning,

subway lunch...yum!
finally stepped into rail mall
secluded yet crowded
ironic huh?

went home n completed rj papers
only.
3h to complete a 1h30min long paper 3! claps.
hope mrskhoo will say sth like: u dun need to write so much one!
cuz i seriously think i overwrote for most of the qns.
haha i hope, i mean ;)

thx gen for da treat! when she dun have to...haha.
ps: noticed how worked up colin is when i said "free lunch for ya." ?
was it me who's sensitive or was he being 'guilty'?
haha watever it is the scene;s just so funny.

im gonna own b.dad/pig in gp!
look who's kidding -.-
but at least i get to 'attack' him today with my chimmm english.

felt evil today.
cant help to commit these fatal acts...
damnit.
sorry! joe

wint3rdreamz@11:46 PM
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my eyes seems to have the ability to tell me to slp.
no, not the conventional way of dropping eyelids
but when it's late at nite, it starts to get kinda itchy
like now.

wint3rdreamz@1:36 AM
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