::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Saturday, January 31, 2009

am back from msia since thursday
the same old thing,
rotting in grandpa's house
afternoon naps in the hot and stuffy 'room' above the kitchen
helping to prepare dinner (not tt much this yr i think...?)
eat
jusco (got more working clothes whee)
angbao-s

watched inkheart with cousins
storyline's hmm...not so bad

den spent the nites watching some serial drama
close to 50 episodes in 3 nites! lol -.-

back back
and the first thing up was the psychometric test for psc
sick goner man
the pattern logic part was alright though i din hav time to check...but at least i finished it.
the maths part was ok too but 30min for 30 qns is wayy too much
i only managed to complete 20 of them :(
the verbal reasoning's the worst. i left 3 qns blank but throughout the whole thing i have totally no idea wat the passages are talking about most of the time, due to the varying sentence structures and the 'colourful' use of vocabulary.
personality test was den nth. though i duno wat animal veal is from -.- but at least i avoided putting '?' as my ans most of the time. if it's just some normal tests i think i'll put '?' as my ans throughout the whole test. haha

haha met audreytan from ip, the ip oac girl tt i forgot her name and jonathankoh.

back to work aft tt
luckily my work pile for these few days were cleared by someone else.

pushed my bike all the way from mrt to chongpang to get it repaired when i realised the back tyre punctured agn.
luckily it's only 10 bucks haha.

den went to look for my gun :D
trained and then dinner with the usual ppl.

now it's time to stabilise abit.
heh.

sad tt im not able to go down to nj le
cuz range closes at 6 daily so it'll be too rushed for me :(
perhaps when they plan to come to safra to train on sat evenings or during trng camp when they can train in the evenings as well, den i can help.

im resuming my 2467 plan
thx to bro who reminded me tt im getting a lil fat.

perhaps tennis and badminton sessions as well. hahaha
miss the feel of being able to sweat it out

trngs! 3 to 4 times a wk is a must.

cont to work like shit oso. goin for lg duty later
and jan open monthly job on sunday from 8 to 8. lol

and will try my very best to leave time for dear b.dad as well :D

tt's all for now...till the end of 3mths contract. den i'll start a new whole lot of plans for me :)
clinic asst (hopefully), camp facilitator and maybe driving? whee~!
[provided i dun nid to repeat j2 aft results are released.]

wint3rdreamz@11:12 AM
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Saturday, January 24, 2009

everyone;s talking bout obama nowadays
great expectations and hopefully no disappointments.

im finally liberated from housework
duno why the relieve this yr seems stronger than those in the previous yrs

watched ipman on wed nite
[it's not I.P man can, it's ip man, pronounced as yip mun ok.]
it was screening the last day,
and thank goodness i din miss it
the kungfu's great though bloody, but i like it in the sense tt it's more realistic than those where u c ppl flying ard and running on water.
and the storyline highlights not only the martial arts but the characteristics of the characters as well
overall, great :)
thou some parts r like abit...crude, with all the bone cracking n bleeding lol

had a haircut on thurs.
ok the difference;s not really big

trained finally on fri!
purposely only rested aft 15min of dry firing n 40 shots to push myself abit to concentrate for a longer time.
of cuz the shots at the last few cards r bad, but at least it's a start :)
and den 30 shots more.

and today today
met up w yc joe n b.dad.
lunched and arcade-d
omg nv spent soo much in arcade for a day b4
haha but it was funnn
talked alot, and m enjoying the same-old-bickering btwn the two agn
with b.dad's addition of words to add in the fun ;)

think b.dad is a poor thing
im just soo hard to crack.

and elepapa (haha new nick!)is sian cuz i keep using the term 'try'
i tink i have to admit, apart from the fear of disappointing others,
i dun wanna be bonded by my promises if i just say 'i will'

somehow, the both of them kinda motivated me to shoot hard, shoot well.

goin to malacca from 1st day to 4th.
happy moo yr in advance!

wint3rdreamz@11:59 PM
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

it's monday;

and we gathered for cy's birthday celebration today.

a great meetup, and i realised i talked too much, bout things i would nv say if it was the me years ago.

get well soon my fren.

the barrier's still there btwn all of us; maybe except for pc n marcus.
or am i being paranoid again.

gogo one of most faithful stalker of ours' who is still concerned bout our lives thou we rarely keep in touch. i may not noe ur situation cuz u like to listen more than to speak. but nevertheless all the best.

wish her all the best. she deserves true happiness tt she was deprived of for years.
a song for this dear sitting mate of mine in sec4; not totally the pt but the idea is there ;)
and so it happens tt i like this song now. haha.

White Horse - Taylor Swift

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Labels: music

wint3rdreamz@1:34 AM
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Thursday, January 15, 2009

upset for the fact tt i did not put in an effort to keep in touch with the bunch of ppl whom i used to be so close.

aft this week, aft this week.

wint3rdreamz@9:08 PM
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Sunday, January 11, 2009

lol have been working for 7 days straight.
admin from mon to fri and lg on sat and sun
hardworking aint i ;)

one more week of suffering man, before the cny break for woman.
one more batch of hiong cutting and i'll more free (more free only actually)

went for some belated new yr celebration at cheryl's.
dun feel like commentin haha
where's the club spirit.

trained on thurs and den pia-ed nyt monthly w only tt one trng tt week on sat.
94 90 88 86 358
hahaha the 10 feeling is there luh
until the last series, w 6 nines and 4 eights
no stamina is the main reason i guess.
2ndly, the idea of smooth triggering occurred during 3rd series n since then i nv hit 10s
when i triggered smoothly, the gun was still moving and firing results in high 9s
but previously, when i wasnt triggering smoothly, the firing went off with 2 results: a solid 10 or a high 8, depending on when the gun was when i triggered and how firm i was to follow through.
the dilemma struck during 3rd series.
somemore my wrist starts to die, my sights start to blur in a very short time when aiming and my legs are going numb.
couldve rested (actually i did but it only got my heart to beat faster, so only rested for a short while), but was in a hurry alrdy (not his fault but mine, i couldve ignored the fact tt i was gettin late)
i shouldnt have expected myself to finish the shoot in 1h and gave myself a tight schedule.
very few 9s today compared to my standard comps in the past
more 10s (i think) but more 8s to kill those excellent shots

met b.dad for lunch aft tt,
then did pm shift for lg.
omg dominic the part-timer says our pay's 65 per shift (1 shift = 6h) aft everything!
how cool is tt.

am shift today.
actually wanted to have a swim in the morning first but it was tooo cold :(
and somemore i slpt at 2am haha
always find am shifts longer than pm ones, duno why
so this morning kinda draggeddd...

managed to have a chat w terence today.
haha the busy ~~uncle~~ da-ge busy preparing for his wedding :)
and we kinda made a bet today; regarding b.dad's religion.
it's a prob i have foreseen but not raised. n i dun intend telling him bout it till i lost the bet.
until terence told me: ...before it comes to a time when u cannot do w/o him, u'll not noe who to listen.

went home n slpt n slpt man
woman almost had to pull me off the bed to force me to shower.

i nid to fill up the psc form quick quick
the dateline's tmr -.-

Labels: comp

wint3rdreamz@7:51 PM
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Saturday, January 03, 2009

thanks for telling me to take things slow
for things to last

thanks for being truthful, before im.

incest jiu incest loh.

wint3rdreamz@11:51 PM
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