::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Thursday, April 20, 2006

this is weird...duno wat had got onto me

had stepped on a ball while saving it n slipped...landing on my left knee only...skinning my knee..hard

then today...was only walking through the benches in canteen...got a rather deep cut on my left knee oso by e metal part of e bench sit [e plastic sittin part had been slanted]

only few weeks ago or so i skinned my right knee

played volleyball n scratched my left leg

wth...keep gettin injuries...ever since tt broken wrist

worse thing...my mom easily gets worried bout me

i wanna be independent...meaning i cannot keep gettin my mom to be worried bout me

so i tried v hard to keep hiding my wounds

maybe it succeeded..maybe she was only pretending not seeing them...i duno

thx mr ho today...for helping me to apply bandage n stuffs to my cut

usually i'll just wait for my injuries to heal up when i got them

but today's cut hurts me not only externally but somehow e inside oso pain

so i assumed its a deep cut...n asked mr ho for a plaster or sth like tt

anyway...i think i got into air pistol sch team

i dun care if its o lvl yr

i wanna come back to sch next yr for colors award...lol.

luckily at least air pistol is oso sort of appreciated by aishooting club

or else i'll think it's quite useless to be in e sch team

starting to really revise tmr

hope i m able to follow my timetable

cuz it was rather rushed

some money was stolen from our class these 2 days

only yesterday read my fren's blog...then was reminded bout e importance of locking the window

locked em today...n nobody broke into the classroom

argh...how come till now then i notice tt...if not nothing would have been lost

thx junwei for remindin me indirectly

n sry to felicia n huimin for being irresponsible

wint3rdreamz@10:57 PM
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Sunday, April 09, 2006

bro left...last afternoon

mom looked normal...but can c tt she misses him

house bit more empty...and of cuz his room is vacant

got to touch more of e com

but somehow muz learn to control usage...for studies

this week is 'achievement week' for the sch

throughout e week ppl r gettin awards for acadamic n cca performances

siandenning..i din get to receive any this yr

top in acadamic stuff...i wun even dream of it

but for cca...cuz i got one last yr

so this yr nv get...feels abit sian

im oso not involved in this yr's display

so totally not involved in achievement day

got abit of ''not fun liao''-feeling

nvm ar...i strive my pistol

maybe next yr i'll get colors individual...lol.

thurs cme period mr ho was toking bout tt bgr play

he talk so like lim...duno how to describe it

got a feeling lim is going to grow to be like mrho...haha [not only in terms of physical Xp]

e thigns tt mrho say...got onto me somehow...duno how to say

there was once he said ''love is not a feeling...if it is so, den it means tt when ur partner dun make u feel good u dun love him/her anymore?''

sth like tt

to me...love is a feeling...yet even when he dun make me feel good...i still like him

he upsetted me..yet i still like him

so to me...wat is love??

forget it...ZzZ...

fri after sch chiong-ed e chinese compo

though most ppl decided to hand in on mon

but me n some others still remained to finished it

muz thk qingyuan for waiting for us to complete them n help us hand in to mrzhang

after tt yl ran off to kfc to buy lunch...for tm himself n me

thk u yl..haha

had lunch in canteen with em n played soccer

till 3 plus...when everyone left for home/cca

duno wat to do

cuz actaully we non participants of achievement day can still stay n watch parade one

was encouraged to go...but in e end decided to go home

cuz i promised mom to be home earlier tt day

sat missed lessons n ice age ll cuz accompanied mom to visit bro's camp at palau tekong

in case she duno how to go home alone or sth like tt

e camp not bad...abit like college den abit like prison lidat [no offense]

left house at bout 8 n reached home at 4

dota till dinner time

had dinner n did my stuffs

slpt

today going to buy cake for abit of surprise for e birthday boy yesterday

lol...abit belated but nvm

haha..

wint3rdreamz@2:14 PM
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Sunday, April 02, 2006

hehehe..this week is rather eventful

mon was fine...had lunch with wy at kfc

met those 5n leos

tuesday...went for training after sch

had this fun part where coach tells me to get into e range n shoot from 5m instead of 10m

almsot all got into 10 :D

but my 10m dun seem to be as good as e 5m

wednesday went to buy dry ice with jann

sort of preparing e surprise party as we meant to make it happen on thurs

bought kfc n had lunch in class [shh...]

went to buy party stuffs alone after tt

thursday reached home early

went out at evening to collect cake with tm as my fridge would be used for tt big cake

got abit of trouble with e gelatin-thing

luckily there in e end isnt any in it

or i oso duno wat to say...

carried tt big 2kg cake to 235 to buy pops which works better than anywhr one can buy

for tt 'surprise'

friday carried tt big cake n party stuffs to sch

quite challenging..haha

firstly when leaving the house must open 2 gates instead of one

then have to tiptoe to tap my ezlink card..

n oso muz make sure tt i Dun Fall..hehe

got e cake stored in canteen

when got back to classafter assembly

found out e dry ice r gone x.x

quite stupid of me to think tt dry ice can be stored for TwO days

lol.

but nvm...we decided to carry on our plans w/o it

emaths after mt

jann n tm went off to get e cake...going to toilet as an excuse

ms tan kept waiting for them to come back b4 lessons starts

so we told her tt tm got stomachache...hehe

finally she started teaching...tm called me hp

i waited for evrything to be normal [ppl around keep dropping hints..sigh]

allowed ms tan to teach at least abit

then pressed n threw e pop into e container under e table

BANG!...e effect is better than i have expected

ms tan was kinda shocked but resumed lesson [i was told tt she tot someone dropped water bottle when she heard e bang -.-]

moments later ppl started pulling e poppers n e cake came in with e happy birthday song

shaun started playing e tune with his erhu too

tt was when ms tan gave her flyin kiss to him..he.he.

hopefully she was surprised...or there's no fun

then we went out to take a class photo

then went back to class

hearing ms tan's talking to us

i tried to set another pop under boshen's table

ms tan wasnt shocked..instead boshen was...haha

then we sang happy birthday again..lol

had e cake...n went for pe

assembly at hall

e drama was kinda realistic

ppl r watching it another feeling as mine

hopefully nobody saw me wipin my eyes..

after sch...went to eat kfc [again?!?] with marcus yl n jovin

went to 4e1/2 corridor to wait for pc

played abit soccer near volleyball court

then went to watch e parade

too bad it rained...so everything pushed to mon

bro going ns soon

gonna go crazy with my com..hehehe

wint3rdreamz@6:27 AM
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