::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Saturday, November 29, 2008

sorry for the lie.
hopefully this shall be the last one, cuz i really really wanna stay for this particular one

haha i noe when i grow up i will find this act silly perhaps

but ren huo zai dang xia ma
just do wat one wants to lo (as long as no one's harmed)

heh this blog's like becoming some sin admitting thingy. LoL.

sidetrack........

life's cool for now.

stayed at home on thurs n fri for mom and work.

sorry girls for nt being ard. wonder how was internals.

trained on thurs. ahhhhhhhhh still dry firing....
pooled w daniellau and chris. owned their asses ;D

getting a pair of shooting specs from e.dad cuz i lost mine... (noo...)
thx for the 'long-term loan'! :D lol

went to sentosa today w min jann lh bs and pc
haha vballed and soccered and asshole daidi-ed
uber fun :DD

going for haircut and perhaps dye tmr at 3rd aunt's.
yay prom on monday.
seeing the favourite ppl agn

job search is getting abit more hopeful
thx to min and jann for the recommendations! :)
shall get my resume and registration done..like soon.

wint3rdreamz@10:43 PM
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Monday, November 24, 2008

im guilty

shouldnt have cont persuading when i noe i shouldnt
my conscience's tugging my mind but i carried on.

conflict btwn a promise for a fren and not putting another fren into a bad dilemma.

this sux, i seem to always harm more than help.

rahhhh

and secondly, now i've became the asked and not the asker

the worst thing is, i have to realise my wrong only when someone reminds me of it, directly or indirectly.

wint3rdreamz@10:04 PM
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Saturday, November 22, 2008

and this is wat Melman the giraffe says about Gloria the hippo:

Listen, Moto Moto, you better treat this lady like a queen. Because you... you, my friend, you’ve found yourself the perfect woman. If I was ever so lucky to find the perfect woman, I would give her flowers every day. And not just any flowers ok? Her favorites are orchids. White. And I’d bring her breakfast every day. 6 loaves of wheat toast with butter on the side. No crusts. The way she likes it. I’d be her shoulder to cry on and her best friend. And I’d spend every day trying to think of how to make her laugh. She has the most... most amazing laugh.

That’s what I would do, if I were you.

But I’m not, so you do it.

got this part from yanjia's blog. amazing, how she managed to rmb every word of this.

gandong-ing rite? hahaha

and b.dad would say:
this is when love is blind, and deaf as well.

lol.

wint3rdreamz@9:55 AM
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Friday, November 21, 2008

woots had a great day at home today.

woke up in the morning for a 30min jog
followed the 811 route from my house for 13 stops
den took bus home

ate and slpt.

used the com abit

went to walk walk at np
omg np's like much bigger now (thou not all the renovations r done)
there;s like 3 food centres there: food court at b2, snack booths at b1 and jap food only foodcourt at lvl 3
den there's this hongkong cafe where the place always seems to be filled and a queue outside
omg muz go try out someday :)
the only lacking part are the clothings i guess.
the lib's quite nice too

read some book i borrowed and cont slping

dinner n tv

woah, i feel v shuang today
a day on my own :D
peace out

animal day yst.
went to watch madagascar 2 with al n b.dad at amk
nice nice, funny and lame
gen joined n had nice briyani for lunch

zoo-ed. totally no impression how it looked like cuz the last time ive been there was when i was pri 5?
haha...quite interesting with alot of walking
thou i feel sad for the animals who were forced to stay enclosed n they seemed v bored

went down to novena and ended up eating subway. hahaha

great company. [the 3 of them ALL] cyaz on mon! heh

tore my entry proof with joe on 9.15+
bryan was screaming like mad
but weird nobody ard me were really smiling when the invigilator said stop.
perhaps the happiness kinda leaked alrdy when paper 3 finished on mon... haha

wint3rdreamz@9:46 PM
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

oh, did i just kill one of my possibilities?
hahaha

wint3rdreamz@6:25 PM
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hohoho i like jefferykoh;s msn nick:
"don't you wish your boyfriend was hot like me!"

wint3rdreamz@12:40 AM
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omg omg im still stunned by wat ailin has told me today.

i used to resist, alot, when ppl like to put me and some other guys together.
they always tell me: relax la, we kidding only.
so for the sake of fun, after a few years, i began to not to be so resistant against such dixiao-ing.

and now, i got the same thing happening to me again. yet this is for real. an actual possibility, an act of concern.
(im sure tt ailin's a serious enough person to tell me things seriously when i want her to- but if u actually meant to joke seriously, pls tell me so, cuz im taking this for real. hahaha.)
[edit] and at the same time, im sure they are looking for some fun too. heh.

sorry im confused now.
wat is going through my mind is:
"confusing, this is. i dun even noe where my faith lies."

im banking my possibilities, somewhere.

sorry. though im like 18 now, i duno wat is love.
over being loved and loving someone, i choose the latter. and once i realised wat i wanted from a someone is "i want to be loved by u", i reject the idea of being with tt someone. cuz to me, tt's not what i want my relationship to be.

if i can find tt someone who can make me selfless, who is able to make me wanna to care for, wanna to love for no returns. yes, im after u.

wint3rdreamz@12:14 AM
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Monday, November 17, 2008

hehhhh
mac breakfast n island creamery after bio 3 with yc and joe is great today
due to the rain, we were forced to stay and talked Alot
though for the beginning part i was most of the time stoning and laughing at the 2 of them bickering with each other.
so sweet <3
[hahaha jk! joe dun killl me >.<]

so weird, joe today was like, "so who is the guy?"
and i went "wat guy?"
hahaha think i mentioned too many that i duno which one i was talking bout

but well i have a way to identify who is who :p

think i mite end up an old spinster if i dun make up my mind wat to do
though it's quite hard to say cuz im only 18!
hahaha.

dun marry dun marry lo..scully end with a man like my dad [real] Xl

not bad la actually. the man and the woman are actually still very loving :D

looking back....
why does my form of end of papers entertainment always has sth to do with food and slp?
haha no excuses not to exercise rite after exams :)
jog jog jog swim! and maybe tennis badminton soccer bball if anyone ask me to!

wint3rdreamz@8:23 PM
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Sunday, November 16, 2008

before i continue to get lost in wat we talked bout yst.....

shit i got to study! memorise all bout the HGP, ethical and social issues, southern blotting, cloning, gene therapy and diseases and wat's not!
application syllabus is so freaking small compared to core such that i should be shot if i cant manage any theory qn tmr
haha

"the idea is always there, but the words are not :("

females will never get X-linked SCID
hahaha
too bad mannns :p

wint3rdreamz@10:16 AM
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Saturday, November 15, 2008

it had been so long, since i was known as a "physics person"

as yinghui told me today.

when gen n ailin were doing physics mcq today

i kinda feel like throwing my p3 practice away

hahaha

missed physics. but since i noe im not going to take tt in the future,

i guess it's ok to drop it for jc

(though it's easily like my better sub than bio during sec4)

interesting concepts really.

but i think if i were to drop bio, i would feel the same way too.

hahaha.

overall, im just a science person i guess.

heh

aww. miss the triple sciences and double maths days.

hahaha

wint3rdreamz@10:33 PM
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Friday, November 14, 2008

Dear Bio Students,

Here are the answers to 2007 A Level Paper 3. Do use them well for your preparations! :)

How are you all doing? Wanted to encourage everyone to keep their heads and hearts up, and press on toward Bio Paper 3 and Paper 1 as well as your other subjects' papers!

Indeed, this year's Paper 2 was a tough one. I personally found it very challenging, given that you only had 2 hours! And from comments from other bio teachers I do think that most of the teachers and students would also share my sentiments . Myself and another Biology teacher together spent about an hour to fully figure out the very tough genetics qn! So don't be too hard on yourselves, I'm glad most of you battled yr way through the tough paper v bravely, that's cause for a BIG pat on yr back *pat pat* :)

ONWARD TO PAPER 3! :) :) :) Jia You everyone! Rest well too in between!

*Cheers to spur you on!*

Ms Feng
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think she's like the sweetest nj tcher ever!
above was her msg for us on km

and william's nick sums up econs p1:

Use Indian Spirits as a fuel to burn Chinese bras and solve UK's gas shortage

hahaha

wint3rdreamz@9:26 PM
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just like 2 little kids who dunno wat is love.

i am having great childhood, though i noe im too old for it

after a nap and stoning,

the bio war begins.

wint3rdreamz@7:45 PM
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

ah im so screwed!

pat me on the shoulder or watever.

i only did 2 qns for essay

so to get a B, i muz score more than 22/30 for each case study tmr

hahaha

if it's 2h45min, it wouldve been so possible.

but at least i owned chem today

made up for p3

a teeny weeny bit.

wint3rdreamz@7:14 PM
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Sunday, November 09, 2008

:'(

looking at chokkee's track record for his results,

i think i'll end up getting an E for gp

tt is, if im lucky.

wint3rdreamz@9:55 AM
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Friday, November 07, 2008

what kills you in a difficult paper is ignorance
what kills you in an easy paper is carelessness

watever happens, just pray that the 'cushion' is big enough
lol
i find this sadistic yet realistic;
u are supposed to be happy when ppl fails to perform and u do?!
tsk, wts is wrong with the bell-curve grading system.

after a foot-long cold cut trio student meal and a 2h nap,
im back to reality.
econs and chem: bring it on.

wint3rdreamz@5:20 PM
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Thursday, November 06, 2008

gonna clinch my first A tmr

wint3rdreamz@12:13 PM
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Monday, November 03, 2008

wat can i say?
i just got pwned by gp.

im seriously serious this time,
i have a high chance of failing this papar, esp after yc shared his points with me. (we did e same qn for essay)

so how, cannot go uni how?

while i tell everyone not to give up
i so feel like giving up now.
(nah will still go through e motions)

wint3rdreamz@1:44 PM
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Sunday, November 02, 2008

"go out walk walk n chat..mayb catch a movie wit u?"

why in the hell would a person who u have never met before sms this kind of msg?

i must own gp tmr!
die die cannot fail.....!!!

wint3rdreamz@9:00 PM
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