::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Monday, May 29, 2006

results for mid-year was not very good
got a 70+ for emaths paper 2
was sort of ''told off'' by mstan
i mean a concern out of a Big deprovement
got a b3 for biology...sort of expected but couldnt take it
cuz i aimed straight a1s for maths + sciences
if not possible maybe just a-s
but...tt b3 came like a da ji for me

all in all...i still stayed at rank 14 in class
but someone in e2 got better than me...my rank in sch dun tally with my class position
no matter wat..its really time i have to work hard...starting from now n not from a few days before exams

my combines still remained a stagnant B
but my hmt goes all e way from c to a
perhaps cuz this paper is easy n not my standard tt is improving...
:'(

wat i wanna is : - to maintain all a1s for maths n sciences
- to buck up my languages...if not possible most concentrate on combines

these few days...not only studies related stuffs r bothering me
i just hope not to think too much...in case sth bad happens instead
was quite ''disturbed'' by some ppl in e3
disturbed dun always mean e bad way
its just tt there r things happening tt confuse my senses
and interrupted my normal life
in both good and bad ways
just hope tt i wun start loving one and hating the other...

this holidays is gonna be tough
to balance up my time on studies, trainings, house work, lessons and maple as well
hehe
started another acc in cass...trainin yet another cleric
n my mom threaten to confiscate my com monitor from june onwards...wat should i do?

my pistol trainings r gettin better
but somehow my skills is not displayed much during competition
i couldnt fa hui well in e monthly shoot yesterday
though i still improved
341!! omg my personal best
i only expected 330+ or sth like tt
it came up 341
but had found out tt i had lost to a shooter from rgs
think its from our division
cuz its from secondary sch
n she is a Gal
meaning competing with me in national schools for sure
she got a 349
o gosh an almost 350
i must buck up really n train
n to learn to maintain my standards during competition as well
nus shoot this end of week...a time to really c where i stand before e nationals
jiayo...!!

wint3rdreamz@1:10 PM
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Friday, May 12, 2006

think im not going to get an A for my amaths
i had made quite a few mistakes at paper1
and i felt that i couldnt make any more of it
but i can say im completely lost at paper2 and had lost to it
i had left 16 marks worth of qns blank
n there r mistakes here n there for e done ones
think mom's gonna get this chance to ban me from e com
cuz i had dota-ed e day before paper2

had training after that paper
muz have been becuz of my bad mood
i couldnt shoot very well
e sec2s seem abit slack
though they had better rifles than me when im in sec2
but it seems there results r not up to mark
hope they can really buck up n take every shoot seriously..

played badminton this morning
quite shuang...haha
n oso...my bro was somehow able to use e bluetooth adaptor bought a few days ago
good good...at least i noe my $10 is not wasted
haha

having a few more papers left
having a break yesterday n today
tmr gonna go back to study mood again
for e sake of all 40/40 for e 3 sciences
heard that there is bout half of 4e1 failing phy paper2
how can it be?!?!

wint3rdreamz@5:12 PM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

one week of exams just ended
quite relieved..cuz 3 of my 4 'horrifying'' subjects had finished
eng...hmt...ss
abit scared bout my phy
n fri was totally drained by hmt
it's like...i need a lot of effort to Try n finish e paper
din really finish in e end for both papers
but at least e first part of paper2 was easier than last time's
but..just hope tt i wun get less then 60 for paper2

abit recharged now
gonna pia for this week
den next week for relax abit
cuz all paper 1s
but not for phy..i dun wanna fail my overall

jiayo jiayo jiayo

wint3rdreamz@9:29 AM
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