::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Saturday, August 30, 2008

29/08

tcher's day celebrations today
was busy writing notes n stuff for tchers so din attend e concert or aces day in the end Xl

passed the stuffs to the tchers and off to ai :)

feels damm good to get to c the tchers n ex schmates!
mstan msng mrlee mrrow tm jann lihwa mugi shaam ben jason jovin monkey pc marcus shaun huiling shumin wenjun addison mingsheng.
msng's going to get married soon and mr row's gonna be a father within these few days!

luckily ai din shut down tt early today

lunched with some of them at bk (mstan fetched us there in her small van)

stayed with pc jason marcus n jovin to tc
for duno how long la

then went home to slpppppppppppppp.

ps: still abit nervous when seeing ex, but it is not really out of feelings, but more of out of guilt and suspense?
was quite surprised tt he actually came to say bye to me when he left..which...i duno if he used to do tt anot. haha
perhaps, perhaps, the awkward atmostphere btwn us will only be resolved if we are willing to be true to each other bout the past. maybe, maybe~~

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oh n ive seen how interesting xd looks like when he received his birthday prezzie
it's like....stunned.
hahaha
too bad i cant be there to witness this
o hoho...happy birthday boy!
(though he wun be reading it but haha)

haha...really nice to see the smile on his face, ks and gang are like so nice ppl la
maybe i should do things like these in the future, had done tt and the birthday girl's reaction is really like: it's worth the effort collecting money from so many ppl n buying the thing itself.

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sorry to njcsc, pistol boys and maybe dad.
this is my first time trying to get ppl into a sch or watever
haha yea i failed to get oj in, sorry.
it's admittedly, hard to persuade without being persuasive and yet not desperate at the same time
but nevertheless, feel tt i should contribute more to next yr's apb to ensure tt even w/o him, they can perform well too
it's the nurturing, i believe! hahahaa...

of cuz not to say tt i wun do anything for njcsc if he's in
but eh, just one more reason to y i should do it
hopefully i still can go back to nj after i graduate and hopefully that when i do, watever i can do will help the club, in one way or another XDD

wint3rdreamz@2:22 AM
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

do u cry, out of no reason, when u feel very stressed?

wint3rdreamz@8:59 PM
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maybe i should start to love to writing essays

and stop asking myself y am i taking h2 econs in the first place.

wint3rdreamz@8:19 PM
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Monday, August 25, 2008

DAMN.

math 1 wouldve been ok if we have more time and if the tchers aren't THAT creative when setting the paper

bye B! :(

wint3rdreamz@5:33 PM
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Friday, August 22, 2008

"how's bio?"
"i think i had fun writing crap"

din finish again
lol
but was so proud and glad tt i did essay first
first time im confident of passing my essay
haha

johnathan was spot on
he was like mentioning the possibility of essay qn on comparison btwn pro n eu genome
n it really came out, 8m some more

the restof the paper was...ehhh...>.<

all in for maths :)

and he appeared, once again.

wint3rdreamz@9:33 PM
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iamnotgoingtoregretanymorebynotstudyingformytest.
thereforeiinitiatedtomeetgentomorrowatmac'saftermybiopapertoworkonmymaths
iamgoingtoscorewellformaths, iwillandimust.

just dun feel like using spacing.lol

wint3rdreamz@1:04 AM
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Thursday, August 21, 2008

econs 2 was a tragedy

chem 3 was the same old i-did-not-finish-the-paper-but-i-think-i-did-ok-for-those-ive-done kinda feeling
but usually in the end, the scores says otherwise. >.<

i really dun wan to fail chem anymore
it'salovelysubject, really.

tmr's another lovely subject

abel(before econs paper): i'm ready, bring it on!
hahaha...when we all know tt he's not
lol

wint3rdreamz@6:46 PM
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half of macro not done
organic n inorg untouched

well...im going to bed
lol

met boshen after gp paper and took e same bus tgt
he never fail to make me astonished, of how great a person's memory power can really be

n on the bus, he told me tt he haven touched a single topic of econs and physical n inorg chem untouched.
but i noe, somehow by the next day, everything would be in his brain
just like how he had always do, and stun ppl with excellent grades (may not be really excellent but at least, decent)

practice plays a part here too,
i realised i've failed to have accomplished both.

stop and stareeeeeeeee.
lol

wint3rdreamz@12:10 AM
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

hahaaaaa my gp DIED

tmr gonna die worse

so many chapts left to study!
:(

wint3rdreamz@2:20 PM
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Monday, August 18, 2008

my dearrr study buddy pls do drink more water!

maybe we should go for a run sometime(s) after prelim to kill some fats accumulated in tt study place

lol. but prelims first!
dun fall sick before then k :))

wint3rdreamz@9:40 PM
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Sunday, August 17, 2008

non of my dad-s are taller than 170!
haha sad shorties
or is it just sgreans guys hahaha
just kidding mans hope u wun take it to mind ;)

i just wish my real dad will stop harping bout tt 1.5m from an olympics gold
keep telling me like im going for tmr's olympics or sth
lol
seriously even if i really got it (if la haha)
he's not gonna get any cent, cuz all tt he deserves will go to his debts
uh huuu....
im evil.

wint3rdreamz@7:16 PM
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Friday, August 15, 2008

[will be inserting a pic of mr lee and me]

njc colours 2008
sports girl :)
mr lee :))
it feels so great to be talking to him again
looking forward to meeting him next time

wah the performance part was highh
tot it's gonna be just so embarrassing
it's still embarrassing..but we had fun n kinda made everyone laughed!
akshay's starting tune, *mumbles mumbles*... -chorus in loud voice with action-, gerald's sudden intervention when everyone forgot e lyrics tt cuz him to go dam loud and off tune

- 'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you -
;DD

xh just keeps eating eating n eating
even e eldds ppl on our table oso know her...and her almost overflowing bowl of sharkfin n red bean dessert.
haha

thx jen's dad once again
sent me straight to home this time round :)

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mugged with gen in e morning
damm tiring

i need chicken essence, soon.

staying alive with alot of water
little dinner
and 5-6h of sleep
with my revisions killing me softly

wint3rdreamz@11:55 PM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

random ranting;

my bangla dad is bhb, weird n funny.

i like listening to jo n yc talk
when yc always succeed in suaning (being evil) to her
and how she'll always rant n revenge by physical abuse
haha

msang is concerned yet interesting-
like a fren

mrskhoo commented tt max has no frens in lect today
lol

he is strange la. wat's with e idea of forming another table and inviting his so-called 'socially-undesirables'?
haha if he's kidding, he is oh well...duno wat to say.
if he's not, he is mean.

spent 2h in e range today trying to decide on wat to sing for performance during colours
n how to go bout doin e actions

akshay can t sing
haha...he can go really high n only abit off tune
lol

chapt 1 of econs makes so much more sense now tt ive learnt international trade

yay mugging with gen again tmr

wth need to hand in sgc tmr?
argh.

wint3rdreamz@10:13 PM
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hopelessly wishing tt a day has 48hrs
or tt i only nid to sleep once in 2 days

im falling behind my plan by half

csb is tempting me not to go to sch
haha
(not tt he purposely tried to, just tt he is going to...so... ><)

contemplating btwn a good 5h slp for an alert mind or a 3h rest with more topics covered but stupid mind

but actually, im stupid in e first place..so wat's e diff?
haha

e only thing i like bout all this is tt
im treating prelims like a real a'level
lol

pengseh-ing topics is a no-no for this time.

wint3rdreamz@12:09 AM
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Monday, August 11, 2008

i was walking out of the mrt at ang mo kio station due to train fault
crossing over to the train in the middle platform to continue my journey
when everyone settled down, the announcement goes:
"next stop, bukit batok"
"what the f***?!" was some random respond from somewhere.

haha i duno y i laughed when i heard that
imagining how the world the train is going to travel all the way to bt batok from amk
such tt there r actually ppl who really believed e announcement, was funny
cuz even i, took tt in for a moment too Xl

mugged at mos burger at bugis today
quite noisy and ate alot
lol
but got study still

yay the positive externality of studying tgt can be felt today
haha lol

wah 851 only takes 40min to get me from bugis to yishun!
haha can save mrt fares next time le :)

gtg...im supposed to finish physical chem today!

ps:thx ailin for the donutss!

wint3rdreamz@10:26 PM
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Sunday, August 10, 2008

APW

GUO Wenjun - CHN
qualifying: 390
final 10: 10.0 10.5 10.4 10.4 10.1 10.3 9.4 10.7 10.8 9.7
total: 102.3 :O
grand total: 492.3 FOR
[FOR-final olympics record]

gasps!

nice try for natalia PADERINA though
391 for qualification!
olympics record here :)

ok im supposed to be mugging
I AM, just tt im multi-tasking
haha

wint3rdreamz@12:23 PM
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Saturday, August 09, 2008

11 more days to prelims

hahaha die die died

gonna really force myself now...can finally feel that pressure in my heart somehow

keeping things short.

1st asian schools shoots

one of the best 'overseas' comp i have ever been
ice breaking sessions by jjc
making frens with teenagers from other ctys
chalet, farewell dinner and sightseeing
are really enriching and fun

the shoot itself was ok
93 93 93 90 369
almost there almost there!
lol
last series bu zheng qi
but duno y the '10' feeling disappeared
haha
perhaps not enough 'chakra'-mental and conc strength
should have rested or eaten at a time closer to comp itself, n not like 3h before the shoot
lol

after that life's just ya da ya da
sch sch hw mugging etc
temporary removing shooting till e end of prelims

i duno if i mentioned it before
but i seriously doubt my capability of taking up h2 bio
or even e other a level subs
esp for bio
seriously, how in e hell did i ever expect myself to have the memory to take up all the information?
even for math, it's like, after practising a 2nd topic, i'll kinda forget how to do the first one
tt's y im like so dead

olympics started
now is 10m air pistol men event
tmr's apw
mon's arm

arw's ended this morning
and someone from czech just broke the arw olympics record!
400!
haha..it's actually alrdy world record but the previous OR was only 399
wah...dam cool can

hahaa...off to mug for now
:l

Labels: comp

wint3rdreamz@11:38 AM
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