::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Friday, December 31, 2004

3 more days 2 sch reopens!! ^.^
so happy..later goin 2 change my hp le...
sld b changin 2 motorola E398
cuz trade-in price's gonna b free
finally after 1 1/2 yrs...hahax
big prob--pray tt tchers dun use e whiteboard on e 1st 2 days of sch..
cuz i lost my specs n mom's gettin her salary on e 4th
me gonna pray damn hard.... >.<

wint3rdreamz@1:19 PM
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

tis mornin's juz as cold as last nite
spend most of e time shiverin...
goin 2 watch kungfu wif pc,wl n cc
at a very very cheap price!!
hehez..tt's part of e reason y i wanna go wid em
instead of e 2e3s
e selfish reason..hahax
but mostly is cuz i nv c my pri frens 4 so long!!
so wanna c em again i no choice la...hahax

juz de zhui le 2 ppl i tink..
sry guys..i really dun mean it
i guess im sufferin frm mental breakdown now...
doin stupid things lik tis
,,x.x

wint3rdreamz@10:08 AM
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

hate my dad...
ever since i found out tt he stil smokes though he quited yrs ago
evry smile he gives me is gross
evrytime he tok 2 me i feel lik slappin him..
he disappoints me so much...
i had tried 2 convince him 2 quit tt unhealthy habit
mei xiang duo...back 2 square 1..

wint3rdreamz@9:04 PM
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Monday, December 27, 2004

yippee!
1 more wk 2 sch reopen le :D
bein trapped in e hse til so sianz
goin 2 go back 2 sch 2 study 2 play 2 chat le
hehez...

haiz..last nite made sm1 so late den slp
very sad lehz
his fault la... -.^
keep sayin 'i haven slp yet'
den in e end b4 last msg he din reply
--slp le... -.-
haizz really wan 2 slp dun ying4 ying4 chen1 lazz
hahax

wint3rdreamz@1:04 PM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

yawnz..so tired tis mornin..
been flippin on my bed til 3+
then wo2 yuan2 wo2 gu4 woke up at 6+
went rollin round n slp again at 7+
wakin up at 8+
got accused 2day or sayin e wrong things on e class forum
there i go again,doin e wrong thing..
i always nvr do things rite
y?
but at least goin 2 watch movie wif sz n sj le..
tt is,if sj can go lazz

wint3rdreamz@1:05 PM
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2.40am le...
i really wanna slp
was bout 2 slp at 1am+ when i looked at my hp n
saw a xmas greetin
duno y i cant slp cuz of tt
izit happy...or
izit sad--there's nth else?
played gb 2 mak me feel tired
but even so...haiz...
i'l juz continue flippin round my bed til nxt mornin..
btw...merry xmas..

wint3rdreamz@2:36 AM
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Friday, December 24, 2004

m i really 2 blame?
frm wat zb had told me,
i tink i hav 2 b blamed...
n perhaps becuz of wat mr yong had told him
he had started 2 ignore me
but it'l b beta if i hav an explanation frm him rather than other ppl lik zb
though zb keep tellin me "dun worry la...dun worry la.."
but it's lik...impossible
wat shld i do now,
i really duno wat 2 do..

wint3rdreamz@1:44 PM
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

"y din he cum 2day?"
tt's e q evry gal ther asked...Me...yesterday
"er...duno lehzz"
tt's e only thing i can reply
sad,isnt it?
evry1 expect 2 much frm me,frm him...i tink
even i oso expect 2 much,i tink
but perhaps tis is a small prob so i shldnt care so much...mayb.

wint3rdreamz@10:20 AM
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

emotionally mad--wat m i doin??
last nite feel lik slappin me mom whenever she says e word
"stupid"
:@
she scolds me,me bro n even ppl on e tv
"stupid"
:@:@
duno y...juz cant tak it >.<
keep scoldin ppl lidat
as if she's so clever
shldnt hav tis kind of feelin on me mom
i noe i shldnt...but cant help it..
tis word juz kinda sounds insultin 2 me
though i noe she dun mean it.. (...)

wint3rdreamz@9:36 AM
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Monday, December 20, 2004

back frm msia...strange happenins ther...
seen new-born cousin,soo cute ^.^
witness a quarrel of me cousin ther wif her bf...
got ok a day after -.-"
nv seen such guy,last nite he went 2 me granpa's House lehz
n my cousin is only 17...lik he's gonna b her husband lidat (...)
got me hair cut...juz bout 7" so nvm
readin 'the world's greatest serial killers'
*feelin sick*--wat e killers do 2 e corpse.. :S
e bk is bout...how 2 kill ppl?
honestly picked up sm pointers how 2 kil a person w/o detection
lolz...really,tis bk makes killin easy..

wint3rdreamz@11:04 AM
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

sobs sobs...gonna leave 4 msia 2moro
5 days!how 2 survive?
no chance 2 tok 2 evry1...:(
bb evry1...cu in a few days time..

wint3rdreamz@7:19 PM
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[[me=extra]]
shouldve expect tt
bein possessin character other than wat an ordinary girl hav...
met e scouts at mrt station--back frm chalet
wanna hav fun 2day--cant
thx sz--can put back e $ liaozz
thx bro--makin blog look nicer

wint3rdreamz@10:49 AM
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

omg!!wat now??lost mom's $50 last evenin
--no $ 2 put back b4 she finds out..
but she won a lottery,$800+
'fren' is back..so happy.. :D
sm1 died yesterday..(wel at least 1 ppl die evryday..-.-")

wint3rdreamz@9:35 AM
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Monday, December 13, 2004

cold mornin..sneeze nonstop--sm1 scoldin me??
arzz...sianx2 2day..happi goin t.t. later
last nite finished writin a letter 2...hehezz..933 lazz
mom says goin 2 msia on thur.
so sianxx...gonna miss evry1 n 2 t.t. trainins..

wint3rdreamz@10:22 AM
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Sunday, December 12, 2004

juz created tis blog 2day...dun really noe how 2 get round changin e template--im a noob in html..

wint3rdreamz@10:54 AM
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