::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Friday, March 30, 2007

this week's about hard to pass by...
cuz like wat jason says we r officially split now
somehow just hoped to meet e ex07s24 ppl around
in lectures esp...luckily we still have lunch together
otherwise i would really feel lost...like how i was during e first few days of njc...

hmm...got chinese today
luckily din get seperated from ah nah
[muz make sure she dun pon chinese..haha]
den somehow just managed to make her e chinese rep
HAHAHA...this time she wanna pon oso cannot liaos
so long nv touch chinese contain stuffs liaos...duno whether can make it anot

had lessons e whole day...had fun suaning ah nah oso
anw im not havin free periods animore
not even one...n everyday end at at least 2.50
sian thing....
got to sit with 07s04 de ex07s24 de ppl for bio lecture
were tokin bout crashing e other lectures where e rest r but perhaps this is rather not necessary

went swimming today with jotoe weilin n julie
haha quite fun eh...
hope can go again...next time with e sauna workind..haha...
it's till today den i realised my swimsuit gettin loose n my goggles snapped
haha....sian nid to spend $ again

been eating alot n thus meaning spending alot oso
but somehow my hw efficiency is still at all time low
i just din get e motivation!
HOW!!HOW!!

wint3rdreamz@12:41 AM
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Monday, March 26, 2007

siannnnnn~~~~~~~~~
just calculated bout e expenses n everything for e bbq
i made a LOST of 26.45
i made everyone pay 6 dollars...still made a lost
i really duno how la...gonna starve or sth
at least e bbq wasnt that unsuccessful
otherwise i feel like killing myself
x.x

decided to stay up all nite to do some hw
[at least give e teachers im new to a good impression isnt it?]
since i have to wake up 1.5h later...mite as well stay on...
but im really tired~~

god...im meant to fill myself with debts
hopefully not..muz claim money from those who owe me money first
hehe
im still keepin on my promise to clear all my debts by may
erm...but i wanna change e meaning to: by the end of may

hehe. broke as always. but spent too much as always.

wint3rdreamz@4:22 AM
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Sunday, March 25, 2007

I AM STUPID.
i tot no one can c my blog using -wint3rdreamz-.blogspot
so i changed it wint3rdreamz.blogspot instead.
den i realised from my tagboard it's only ME who cant c my blog.
sian~~

alrite....monthly shoot today
pissed n attitude-d chaoxiang DAMN HARD at e safra
forgot it if he dun take my words n actions seriously
i dun care.
since u dun care how i n e other gals think...fine.
u think it's only me who finds it irritatin?
e hair is e most sensitive part to a gal..even more sensitive than e face

shot quite badly for e shoot
coach advised me not to focus my relationship all e way from e top to e aiming area..
cuz this will cuz my eye to tire after aiming for awhile
just start focusin only when im almost reaching e aiming area
i duno e score yet...think is either 340+ or [hopefully] 350+
yb, jo toe n meiling claimed tt they crashed too
but no matter wat...
pister ghers must JIAYO oK!! :))
cuz weilin says tt we r e best shooters in e world! :D

founders of njc 07s24 first ever bbq on 24/03/07 [n will not be e last]
hmm...met with probs in e afternoon.
walked for like more than 5km to e pit
started e bbq at like 6?
so some ppl were sort of Forced to stay behind
haha
at least things r gettin better at nite
food cooked n tasting better as nite goes on..haha
sad tt i din really manage to take any bbq pics...
though i took shengde together with 3 different gals at different times
woo...shengde bu4 kui1 shi4 shengde

just being random...cant email a video to SCANDALOUS blog's email...so im just showing it here (",)

wint3rdreamz@11:37 PM
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

com reformatted
finally can online cuz i dun have e pw for my internet connection in e beginning
x.x
but somehow i cant c my blog using IE
wat is happening?
07s24 bbq tmr!
hope it wun rain n will be smooth tmr..

wint3rdreamz@12:41 AM
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

was com-ing all day from afternoon till nite yesterday
and continued after i reached home today
stupid me...forgot to switch off e com
and i left bout 12 ppl talkin to e air because of this

anw...went to sch in e morning
met julie at e interchange
stupidly walked into e seemingly opened gate at e side of dunearn road
den e gate tt access into e sch from tt side gate is locked
wa suay...walked out all e way n all e way around into e front gate

met aud, jason n yanzhen at e canteen
joannah joined n talked awhile
o well...attempted to convince some teachers to help 07s24 to stay together
but to no avail i think
ms tan tried to an1 fu2 us..somehow got abit assured

had lunch at kap
went to e sch range after tt
den down to safra with joanne

chatted with lots of ppl today
chaoxiang too
he was asking me to help train e pistolgals so 'a' div can get gold this yr
he was asking me to help jiapei solve his prob
hmm....i really wanna help...but...m i really able to?
do i have the rights to?

wint3rdreamz@12:40 AM
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Monday, March 12, 2007

i wanna SCREAM.
ever since the o level results came out...some sort of gloom floated around me
first it was jipeng..though how i wished he could stay...but he couldn't
then it's kailing xueen sok n jac...who wanna have higher pursuits
after that more n more ppl r like leaving...from s24
sarah made me wanna cry...she's so close to making it to nj
kailing too...with that confused n not-so-herself look when i c her coming back to visit us
felt so goddamnit on friday...those who stayed were split into different classes
when i look at the board with the new class arrangement i feel so like smashing it
argh.
sometimes i wonder why is there such thing call PAE
but honestly...without it...will i be able to meet these wonderful ppl?

went for the campfire on thurs evening.
before that...zachlim requested us to go for a radiology talk as the number of ppl who signed up r quite pathetic
but some of us stupid-ly got into the wrong talk
was sitting there listening to pollution instead
couldn't bear it (too sleepy!), so we somehow got away from the talk halfway when the poor lecturer saw our sleepy faces and gave a break
haha...den it was campfire+dance party at e parade square
had fun dancing and going crazy
had kfc and snacks at e canteen
and that is when the crying spree starts again
hmm...somehow i must admit that it makes some sense that i have only 1 pt for F in the personality test
though i feel damn sad deep inside...but somehow it just doesn't reflect on my face
anw...tried to comfort them n well...really hope that everything would be alright

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BiG part of 07s24...taken at campfire nite

had shooting camp on fri evening n sat
watched a movie in e cold range..not able to understand half e contents
haha...cuz my english cannot make it...when e others are laughing i dunno y...
came down to sch on sat after lunch with jiapei and chaoxiang
dunno y...somehow have this invisible barrier between jiapei and me that makes me not able to be as jokingly with him as it was...perhaps after some stuffs that i have heard about him...perhaps after some things that he had done

jiapei and chaoxiang sleeping on e bus...took it cuz i dun feel sleepy...lol..

anw it was a hot and dull sat afternoon
but there isnt short of fun in the evening
started to truly bond with the pistolgals...and found that they are really nice and funny ppl
prepared a funny skit which only we can appreciate Xp
had bbq and each team displayed their own skit
some got abit sicko..was omfg-ing more than laughing throughout some skit
and e rifleboys proved to us that e content can be funny without much pervertic scenes
haha
was told off by a senior who was present
and ya...somehow some of e performances were a bit too much..

went out into e almost pitch-dark stadium and lie on each other's bellies
looking at e starry sky and singing along
den started recording a rap/rythm that starts with:
abel has a ~~neighbour~~navel; a sexy ~~neighbour~~navel
LOL
e contents were damn funny and ya...we had fun recording it

upon reflecting...perhaps i shouldn't think too much...
y should i think so deep, spending all my energy generating negative feelings towards other ppl?
must remain pure, innocent and...o well... :)

hang on 07s24....we'll still be together no matter wat.

wint3rdreamz@1:43 AM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007

wohoo...think i m able to go to aust! :))
changed my grip, changed my prospective, change my attitude towards shootin le
shooting is not only bout getting good points...it's bout doin e same n good actions tt will produce good points eventually
haha...
muz thk coach fan for remindin this to me
somehow i can only take in reminders from a few coaches
lol..

wint3rdreamz@10:31 AM
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Thursday, March 01, 2007

wohoo...got a team 2nd for ntu shoot...n an invidivual 4th [no prize for tt :( ]
kinda happy tt i din drop...but was somehow disappointed tt i din go up to 360+
no matter wat..i will jiayo...still have other shoots to own e other schs....jiayo everyone!

ponned some lessons n left lots of hw to catch up with

system32 of my com was said to have some probs...cuzing my com to rebot again n again like hell
unless im lucky like today :)
wanna reformat e com as monkey suggested...but afraid my bro mite murder me for deletin all his stuffs though he claimed tt i can own e com

decided to set a bbq for 07s24 on e 17th
n maybe a 4e1 bbq on a few weeks after tt

07s24 got lots of scandals...part of e reason tt bond us isnt it?
hopefully e victims feel tt way too (",)

a stupid tot got into my mind:
i wanna run for president of njcsc
wanna take up some leadership post...or life would be less interesting
dun feel like runnin for team capt...cuz i dun wanna fight with my team members
anw it's just a stupid tot...whether it'll realise or not depends on my popularity in e club..haha..

start to feel abit uneasy bout e politics in njc
leaders r somehow....abit...weird...i mean...leadership in njc is not as pure as e leadership in ai
watever it is...juz hope tt life goes on alrite for me for these few years

bondin camp next weekend...cannot stay overnite but hopefully can have lots of fun :D

wint3rdreamz@6:05 PM
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