::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Monday, February 27, 2006

ct1 over...haha...maybe shld comment abit bout the papers

english--not bad ah...hope can pass..

ss--luckily focused e rite thing for essay...din really complete paper...cuz sbq have some stuffs tt i duno how to add

hmt--lousiest paper...it is quite easy to fail for me n not a relaxing paper to do At All.read e passages until i feel like sleeping..

physics--maybe an A or B...got one 4 marks qn wrong cuz i dun noe wat it means by ''direct method''...lots of explanation n less calculations...abit siann

chemistry--one of e nicest paper of all...cuz got more drawing then writing...hehe...but got some qn duno how to do...haiz.

emaths--hope to get 90% n above!!

geography--o shit! second worse paper...though easier than mrlee's tys qns...but overall tough for me...din finish it..

biology--i slacked while studying this..retribution=forgot names of parts!

so...that's e end of the week...hehe so shuang

saturday...ntu shoot.

training was nice on friday...results quite good

but on saturday...any good stuff is gone.

i can just keep feeling my heart go ponding very hard and vision blurred at times during the competition shoots.

ok fine...so competition stress GoT Me AgAiN

i din expect to win anything out of this...but the atmosphere during the shoot...i just cannot take it

in the end...i shoot a 300/400

no 10 points on a card...and a few 5 points as well

DiSaPpOiNtInG.

and the rival sch in north zone...ytss...got better standard around 290-310 as well

omg

worse thing is...i din expect another sch existing...another Powerful sch, NJC-IP

their scores r a margin from mine...a margin higher than us

grr...this is hard...

i have to train hard...i have to.

i wanna participate more competitions...to prepare myself mentally

if only ms ng allows it (there are oso other ppl who deserves the chance for competition)

ultimately...i wanna score well in national shoots

sunday...had sakae for dinner

got blotted...haha

then today went for seoul garden

with lh jannice yinghui yl tm wy bs pc lim and jovin

then shopped around...then went home

[wy went 'rumouring' bout jann n bs...n i played along...haha]

before that got my chinese n emaths paper

ah..!!got a c5 for my hcl n luckily a 90+ for my emaths

mr lee not in sch...so no geo paper

phew.

wint3rdreamz@7:03 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

tmr startin of ct1

lalala~~ no exam mood at all

u guys will just c how i die during e exam itself

haha

anyway...just had my cast taken off on fri

bcuz of e apppointment i skipped sch

have to...cuz appointment at 0930

at first after e x-ray e doc told me

''do u wan to keep ur cast for 2 more weeks then c me agn? cuz ur bones not tt 'stable' yet''

my tot was: No WaY!

so i was advised to wear temporary one

have to put on whenever necessary

can take off whenever i like it

n appointment agn 3 weeks later

got to c e doc agn...haiz...

not tt he is not nice...but its e fact tt he is a doc..

haha

had lunch with wy

den duno y she insisted in givin me a ice cream treat

3rd treat from my peer le..haha

guess im goin to die at physics

more n more explanations needed

i really duno if i can pass anot

i think i'll just try studyin

im afraid my tots will keep wonderin off to sth else

den i cant concentrate

haiz...all e best

wint3rdreamz@9:31 AM
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Sunday, February 12, 2006

it might because of my bro.. the germs in my cast.. or infection of my wrist

fell sick for particularly the whole week

if this year isnt sec4..i can simply take 2 days off from school

then nobody would see me being so can.

must thk everyone who at least stopped and asked ''u having fever?''

n also ppl who din ask...but at least had hoped..even for one sec..tt i'll get well soon

haha..dun feel like mentioning names...as long as u know who u r XD

monday-cough

tuesday-fever

wednesday-fever

thursday-fever+flu

friday-fever+flu+cough. lol.

sat?only left with cough

hooray...!2/3 battle won...haha

my left hand looks like an old granpa's

sigh.

really cant wait to get tt cast off me

lastly...i must gladly annouce tt i got an A1 for my chinese-o!

for an english-idiot like me..without 2 ways for my L1 is totally risky for me x.x

and of cuz..to say ''byebye!'' to chinese during jc! Xp

wint3rdreamz@11:50 PM
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Sunday, February 05, 2006

not a v good week

but it ended off nicely.

cny hols on mon n tues

was maplin on mon nite when i received e terrible msg

e one tt helped me alot, coach li, passed away

after being in e hospital for a few days.. he is gone..

he just left..lidat..

tuesday 31st jan

went to coach's wake in the morning

met a few ppl at yishun n went to sg casket

stayed there for some time.

the atmosphere is pretty tense

nobody is tokin much in e beginnin

it is only when we went back to yishun

i had found out e actual happenin to coach

he was knocked down by e side mirror of a bus n fell onto e road

n e bus...crashed onto him

throughout the whole session

esp when i walked up to e coffin

i felt my heart tearing (cryin)

yet i did not cry..somehow i just din

reached home..n got scolded by mom

said sth bout bein not v good to go to these kind of things durin new year

but honestly, i dun care.

tt afternoon...coach was cremeted

din go to c e process

but think he is goin back to china after tt

his wife is v nice...took down our contacts n told us tt we'll be welcomed to her house if we get to go to china

wednesday nite received a call from ms ng

she is goin to send me to a competition for air pistol held on smwhere after ct1

a chance to c where i stand

friday 3rd feb

i think i was mad

n i suppose everyone thinks tt im crazy too

i din realise my patience is quite less

durin p.e i played basketball

n after i played soccer

haha...like nth had happened to my hand like tt

got la...at least i stopped myself from playin vollayball...lol.

in e early mornin.got a bad news

durin mt tm told me y she was feelin v sad tt time

i could c her really depressed

durin assembly in e mornin when lr asked her wat happened she simply cried

wat had happened to me had happened to her

duh...this is bad, no good.

she said nobody says tt..but wat he said could have meant tt way as well

i dunno wat to say

i dun wish it to happen

though it happened to me...but i really hope tt this will only happen to me n only me

luckily...durin pe..he msged her..n tell her not to mind bout anything happenin on thurs

sunshine after e rain..nice...really nice

her mood got back...she's really happy

saturday 4th feb

i couldnt rmb cryin more than 3 times once

but it happened

met a few ppl to watch ''i not stupid too''

e movie is out of my expectations..far out

i tot its gonna be funny

yet it was really funny n extremely touching

scenes tt can make one cry at a moment n laugh like siao e other

n got me cryin again.

so really freakin touchin n funny

think e most touchin is e part where chengcai's father saw chengcai been beaten up by some gangsters

he got really angry n got up to e staircase where it happened

he was struggling to fight e ppl who beat his son

ppl came to stop e fight..struggled abit n accidently got e father to fall down e steps

tt moment where e father is lookin at e son who was havin his head on e ground as well

omg...freakin touchin

it is a v nice movie...'cool man'

haha

wint3rdreamz@11:16 AM
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