::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

ok..back from aust for like bout a week
finally bothered to blog today
haha

well i'll start with e main purpose: reflections
1. leadership: leadership is influence
being a good example, somebody who is willing to share it's experiences to em
to make em greater persons
be able to unleash their fullest potential
wanna em to shoot well, be well in acadamic n oso aesthetically
love em with all my heart
tt's wat i wanna do...for em...for njapg. <3
of cuz i'll fear that i cant accomplish tt
fear tt they'll fail under me
but think i should place more confidence for myself
do much much n many more for em...for njapg. <33!

2. safra monthly shoot (may)
score: 89 91 93 92 - 365
this is not a 'good feeling' day
arrived late for the comp but managed to calm myself down
had e discipline to spent e first 10min of lifefire time to do dry firing
keep hitting 8s for first series..but gladly hit a few 10s as well
+ pts: not v nervous..able to shoot freely
- pts: mental got abit 'lost' when shooting too much good shots..start to stop focusing on actions
ways to improve: allow mental to settle down for a short while without breakin e momentum

lots of stuffs to say
first, i wish tt leadership discussions will be done with all 13 ppl
though it's big..but it's weird tt ppl r learning e same stuffs but from diff ppl

arafura's damn fun
life there's soo slacking
NYT ppl r v fun ppl (not all la...but some of em ya)
glad to have this chance to noe em :D
rifle gals: some quiet but others r really crazy
pistol gals: mostly 18 n above..cant really mix but they r quite funny ppl too
rifle boys: kinda quiet n si wen...yet can say kinda funny stuffs
pistol boys: damn bian tai...some words n actions can just make u laugh like siao
had fun with my roommates n many others
though i was once damn pissed off by abigail o0
pics will be posted on photobucket/friendster ba haha
e comp is quite disappointing
cuz only sin n aust participated for air weapons events
quite sian...no chance to really compete internationally

but but...ther's SEASA this august
I WANT TO GO :))

bio test today die le..left a 8 mark qn blank
e whole paper is only 25 marks lol

reached home after 8 ever since last sun
mom's damn damn damnit pissed >.<

bro's back from brunei for 2 weeks
he bought a router immediately
n he got to help me with reformattin e com
n he's goin to order hp book for me
wee!
well kinda missed bickering with him
haha

hmm elections a few weeks ago
din get president
but managed to scrap a vice capt post
well im kinda relieved
haha
n i muz admit: yb's a good pres :)

aristal on last sat--it really rock! (but not rock my arse off as mentioned by jason x.x)
most of e dances r nice
omg des teo just stripped lidat
n there was also another dance item in which some western dancers just ran in half naked
haha
at e end of it...pushed sok all e way to encourage her to pass flowers to des teo
under ''peer pressure'', he just hugged her..twice lol
haha

hopefully we can get a musical feast too...like by combining choir n band n co or sth lidat
haha

spiderman 3 on last fri
rushed down all e way from ngee ann poly n was late for like 20min
quite a good movie
but somehow e rise of e baddies r more or less e same
as in how they came bout
haha

sisc closing ceremony
was amazed how short e speeches given by e impt ppl can be
(n kinda relieved too..haha)
presentation of e winning team
e sci under it is quite understandable n interesting too
first time watching e dancers dance
their syf pieces r wow

currently: chiong-ing for nationals
chiong-ing for mid year
but haven started on my hw yet
kinda messed up my life is

• im not trying to lead anyone on...im just being friendly to everyone •

wint3rdreamz@1:38 AM
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

it has been a weird week

still cant get use to friday cuz it simply last too long!
luckily pe's n jooonn's off last friday...or i wouldve DIED.

election's in e air
im vexed, seriously vexed.
perhaps cuz i think too much...way too much
thx for my dear weilin, dear joannah, dear ailin and many others for trying to help me
to make a choice...
but at e end of e day, im STiLL VEXED.

not only tt..i guess i cant ans well to e qns
i duno wat got me to worry so much
perhaps cuz this is my first time running for sth
gonna cool down....chill~~

vsepr proj and gpp r strangling me as well
kinda glad that pi decided to let its hands off me last tues

bio spa on next next mon
not going to take it with s15 ppl
but a week earlier
skill B= no theory work
WoOhOo!

also realised tt im going to have lessons only for 2 more weeks
(this week n next week)
y?
ara~fura *clapclap*
ara~fura *clapclap*
haha...going aust on week 9
den singapore sci challenge host by sch for week 10= no lessons for e whole week!
after tt it's june hols
think my sch work is going to just DIE lidat

woah time flies...
june hols means:
-my birthday! hehes-
-common test coming soon :( -
-nationals on e way!-

gonna buy a stuffed koala bear for zhirong from aust cuz he is TOTALLY CRAZY bout it
n of cuz..not forgettin bout e others!
really looking forward to e trip
DARWIN HERE I COME..!!! :DDD

alrite...finally:
happy LABOUR DAY
happy COLLEGE DAY OFF IN LIEU ON NEXT MON!

o...add another thing:
for goodness sake im NOT NOT NOT despo for younger boys!
cut e crap bout ''love has no boundary''
lol...
n abel char stop stop stop insulting bout AI can..!
grr...
haha...

wint3rdreamz@12:40 AM
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