::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Sunday, January 27, 2008

"good morning sir/madam, would u like to donate...?"
fund raising for heartware in the morning was fun today
with audrey cheong (not chong haha) who happens to be 1 yr and 3 days younger than me
haha..
her actions are kinda cute...squatting slightly whenever we greet the people who walked past us..lol..

all the way us27!
may we be selected to usher the V VIPs during chingay :))

rushed down to watch apg shoot after tt
not bad luh.....but no matter jiayou apg-s!
just take this shoot as a marker and start improving from there :)
din watch the 2nd apg detail though; got tuition
and ya...yb tied with zhang! hahaha...lol...

and im still holding onto the $10 i'll pay to shengrui when he hits 540
jiayou didi! :D

my bm's postponed...Again.
duno why maybe im not fated to take the test
haha....

-it feels neutral; though you tug my heartstrings, again and again.

wint3rdreamz@7:26 PM
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i am IC for scoring for NJCIS
*grins*

wint3rdreamz@8:10 PM
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ownage again today...
haha
pooled today and cleared the table (again) with 4 + 1 black ball for me and black for zr
just like how i won sr..hahas..
this time is interesting
i got the white ball into the hole for 3 times in the beginning,
gave him a total of 5 free balls,
was under the suaning and pressure of lee
and more than 5 ppl (with their woahh-s whenever i score -.-)
i won zr..hahaha

i have been taking the same 811 to np with my neighbour and liuxuan
and took the same 852 to sch almost everyday including thurs..lol

glad to have a deeper friendship with a certain someone
in such a way tt nobody noes, which will save lot of rumour-spreading
:)

i should be failing my chem test
boo.

wint3rdreamz@12:07 AM
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

it took me more than 1 week to realise i have both a 'boyfriend' and a 'lover' in my hp contacts.
perhaps cuz i dun really contact with them much...(so much for being my 'boyfriend' and 'lover' lol)
and surprisingly it's Not done by zr..haha...

thx arh, whoever has done tat -.-
till now i still duno who...>_<

859 almost broke down when im going to the tuition centre
den im like...dam late >_<
the bus keep bo lak lidat...the driver have to restart the engine again n again
haha...

im tired of sch...after only 2 weeks...lol..

wint3rdreamz@2:09 PM
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Saturday, January 19, 2008

passion vs. laziness
mr and mrs A has a daughter, B, who are reaching the age of 17.
mr and mrs A lives in south-east, wish B to go to vjc as it's quite close and quite a good school as well.
B, however, has wanted to go to rjc after she graduated instead, and no matter wat mrs. A tries to change her mind, she just wanted to go to rjc, the top jc of sg.
upon knowing this, mr.A decided to talk to B.
"i know that rjc is a very good sch and i will not stop you from going to rjc."
"but u have to consider, if u go to rjc, u'll have to wake up 1h earlier everyday to go to sch. compared to if you are going to vjc. you'll have 2h less of leisure time when u can do other things than travelling."
"father will support you and not stop u, if you tell me you wanted to go to rjc still."
and after some consideration, B decided to give up upon going to rjc and goes to vjc instead.
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this shows that B's passion upon going to rjc is not as strong as it is.
if she really wanted to go, she would be willing to sacrifice her time just to travel to the sch that she wants to go.
this story is told by the hpm, him being the mr.A, haha...
the moral is to say that if your passion were to be strong enough to fight against your laziness, it isn't hard to say to why shooters like us can't go down to safra regularly to train regularly.
i know i wasn;t in the spot to say this to anyone [since i live near safra], but the story does tell alot, and motivates me to stop telling myself to be lazy and not go to safra to train, haha...

oh ho, and his reminder to abel is worth to take note of:
when u pointed out the same mistake to ur many team members, if you are not mentally strong urself, u mite be influenced and do the same mistake when u r shooting.

speculations that hpm wanna send us [the previous batch of nyt pistol shooters] to some major overseas comp, to be invited to ntt, or to be warned that we r in danger of being kicked out etc... are funny when the actual purpose of him meeting us on fri night is just to ask us for our opinions and feedbacks bout nyt.

this week went quite smoothly, able to catch up with hw and stuffs except for econs :(

chingay training today's ok, more like a bonding session haha
my team has like 6 njc-s..lol
lunched with joannah ks and xd
and have finally found my favourite (to date) subway sandwich combination!
lol.... but it cost like $7 for 6-inch la :(

bm test this wed, gonna like soak myself in the pool alot more from tmr onwards.

and and, im tall . :))

wint3rdreamz@5:19 PM
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

bp scheme started today
seems like the few sessions that i have been last yr cant beat this one today
it's as though i only noe the students just today...lol..
but din really help much la... starting of yr wun have much difficulty in hw alrdy isn't it?
haha..
n stc's chicken patty quite nice
i like :)

think i'll go down to chye watt seng on mon to get my shooting specs repaired
dun feel really nice to keep hogging onto jiapei's specs without paying any money Xl

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the following..!
isaac - 17yr old - all the best for o's this yr and come to nj next yr k!
yanjia - 18yr old - stay whinny! lol... jiayou for a's!
zhijie - 19yr old - u r not forgotten..haha...have fun in army soon!

wint3rdreamz@8:40 PM
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Monday, January 14, 2008

changed to a new nice skin
wanna change to sth dark for now
and for the benefit of someone who's lazy to scroll down to tag.
haha... jk ;)

wint3rdreamz@12:20 AM
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Sunday, January 13, 2008

jan08 nyt monthly yesterday
88 93 92 93 366

that 88..nooo...! :((

wint3rdreamz@9:55 PM
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Thursday, January 10, 2008

think i need some liang cha
got heated up too easily for today

apologies to those whom i was against
and those who happened to witness my bad temper today

not only once, but twice

it's really thx to cx and lee tt i realised how bad's my attitude
i was so damnit angry with myself after tt
lol.
and tried not to say too much during the meeting unless i have opinions i wish to voice out

but it happened again,
strangely is,
after px said tt it's alright for her dad to wait for her at the sch carpark

wa jialat, so much for trying to control better.
now i realised it's not bout control,
it's bout taking things in a different way such tt i wun be agitated in the first place

i can do it :)

wint3rdreamz@10:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

hi blog! paiseh im busy and lazy
so long no blog till i duno where to start..
haha

k firstly, my bm test's postponed to the 23rd :))
more time to train my speed
but i was not sure if i have the time to take up the job of lifeguard or not
nvm i can reserve my cert till after a's den have a sure job to do after graduation :)

just started gp tuition last sun
wa suddenly gained quite alot of knowledge after the lesson, n i mean general knowledge, just nice for my gp rite...lol...
quite a relaxed lessons, can help in some ways i think, i hope, i believe :)
n it's 80 per mth, quite cheap haha

nyt meeting on sat
the same things mentioned again from last yr
time slot booking, mental training sessions..
and they din happen at all for the whole of last yr lol

im back to training,
ever since after the meeting

kinda late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the following:
lihwa and jason (2/1)
vanessa aka vanene aka voky (3/1)
jen (7/1)
wishing lihwa and jason all the best for a's this yr
wishing vanessa is able to do what she really wants (tennis or watever) and come back to shoot soon! u have rested enough le ba, u wun miss ur gun one meh?
wishing jen have a great ip3 yr and jiayou for shooting!
:DD

im soo glad im getting the sec4 feel back
first, i try to slp at 12am sharp everyday so tt i can be able to survive through lects without sleeping and it mostly worked :)
second, trying to pia hw whenever i have free time (still trying v hard but more or less can do it)
third, try not to eat during break so that i can save money and time to do some hw
fourth, spending $2+ a day except for days when i go out for dinner

basketball today's dam fun la
the programs mr.sham has arranged is really very enriching and interesting.
my mental haiz...during the running vs shooting thingy i keep hitting the rim but cannot go in
like...9.9s lidat >_<
haha...
but feel kinda guilty that we din really plan much for the basketballers to have a really enriching experience for shooting; like wat mr.sham has done for us

pooled with sr after tt
wa haha im so proud of myself.
played 3 rounds with him, the winner for 2 rounds will treat drinks
den at the 3rd round when im almost going to get trashed (one black left for him and 4 solids for me)
it's my turn and i cleared the table!
wa im imba ba ;)

seriously i dun really mind being called a tomboy
at least i wun be suaned and then become embarrassing
lol.

and oh no oh no...i gained 4kg from last yr :(
but im still keeping on with my growth of 1cm per yr :)

o yea...after much much consideration for like a week
i have finally sent the email to yb
din really hope i'll get the job...lol
but if i really do, i'll really try to do it well and truly commit into organising the IS
:)

and i signed up for the chingay thingy too
hope i can get the ushering job
den can watch chingay oso :)

and now i have so much to do, with kinda sufficient time depending if i use it well or not
tata~

wint3rdreamz@10:31 PM
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

happy new yr!
yea it's abit late but well...it's never too late :)

first day of sch is bad enough
and now it's going to start with double bio(seeing khoo's face first thing in e morning, sighs) and ends with double econs (lt and tut) :((
the only + thing is tt there's pe and lessons ends at 1250 (haha :D)

ok.
im getting back khoo for bio
juon for math (!)
ms.ang for chem :)

and getting some ms.amelia.heng for econs
ms.andrea.tan for gp
pls tell me they r good..!
haha.

seeing the digit '2' at the starting of every subject class on my timetable makes me feel so..
wow im j2 now!
feels kinda cool and....kinda sian too...
haha...mixed feelings.

n yeaaaa daxiang u are soo rite on man
i din finish my hw!

and damm, i still cant hit the timing to pass BM
and the test is TMR
how?? :((

wint3rdreamz@10:15 PM
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