Tuesday, September 30, 2008
horrible terrible.
gp S
B D
C E
M B
E U
instead of the 'stable' results i got from midyr
i have a range now
from b to u without c
lol.
time to buck up!
i wan my aaabb! :)
msheng tricked us again!
im not under some msstacytan but ameliaheng herself.
and somemore she says she's gonna pay more attention to ppl like me
wo zhe me hui bu geng dong ne? :D
wint3rdreamz@7:28 PM
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whines: mac no longer sells student meals on weekends anymore! :(
sunday.
did scoring for open monthly
1 detail only...for 30 bucks!
shiok ;)
monday
econs is just as cui as i have expected.
bio was unexpectedly cui-er than i have expected.
thus im more frustrated towards my bio results than my econ's
when my bio results should gonna be better than my econs.
haha
busy week man.
tuesday nite to sunday nite to:
-study bio (core syllabus!)
-do 4 jc-s 08 prelim papers (p1, 2 and 3!)
-study econs (everything! maybe except for market structure if i dun have the time)
-ideally, do 3 essay qns from either 06/07 a level paper for consultation
-prepare for mock econs test next thurs and fri.
tell me, isn't life sad? hahaha.
wint3rdreamz@12:19 AM
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
to their convenience perhaps, sssc have decided to merge zonal n nationals colours tgt at four different schs on the same day
meaning, i dun get to c all the assc mates :(
this yr's at asci
food's not bad...but din get to eat 2nd serving
haha.
sitting beside abel this yr..cuz we receiving 1st time nationals and 2nd zonal
haha he was telling me tt last yr he was alone n was sitting with abel char
and said tt I laughed at his sch (or is it him?)
watever....i dun really rmb doing tt...hahaha XD
nicole, 20cents, carol :))
some film showcasing all the sports activities
shit's featured! long enough for me to save an outgoing sms into draft and switch my lagging phone to camera mode. hahaha.
actually penghui's on the screen too, just tt i couldnt react in time to take a photo.
nice to see abel, jonathan, justin, daniel, thyejie, yulin again.
shooters unite! haha
wint3rdreamz@12:48 AM
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
never take in what people promise you
you'll get more delights than disappointments.
eg.
your child tells u: i'll be home early today.
if he/she does, u will just feel alright.
if he/she doesnt, you'll be disappointed.
and
your child tells u: i'll be home early today,
but you dun expect him/her to.
when he/she really reach home early,
you'll be happy.
if he/she doesnt,
you wun be disappointed.
but on the contrary, wun this make promises meaningless?
wint3rdreamz@1:20 PM
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
wahhh.
one whole day spent on tt bloody nov 07 math paper
paper 1 only some more.
lol kk im lousy >.<
kfc family feast with joe n zr today
satisfying.
south zone colours tmr at acsi
woah so exciting...haha.
think perhaps anything else would make me just as easily excited
(dun think the wai way alrite...)
hahaha
im lazy to run :(
wint3rdreamz@10:49 PM
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
is there anything i can do
to help?
i really dun wan her to fall.
wint3rdreamz@7:47 PM
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
heys!
- sh* 你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎 says:
hello! vietnam hotel got internet access? haha
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
yah
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
but I am paying
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
sigh
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
anyways
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
just to let you know I updated my blog
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
haha
- sh* 你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎 says:
ok...i duno if i have ur site..haha
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
lol
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
spencertan.com
- sh* 你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎 says:
o tt's ur blog?hahaha oks
Spencer Tan - http://spencertan.com says:
yup
hahaha coach spencer really blog damm fast.
pictures from vietnam!
http://spencertan.com/
wint3rdreamz@1:13 AM
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
went to T2 this morning to see the seasa ppl off.
din really have enough time to talk to everyone, they went in before 9 thinking tt they have to check in by 9 but actually they r supposed to check in after 9. lol.
silly vanessa. she reached abit too late, everyone went in by then.
had bkf with her, walked ard T3 den waited for sebestian to come as they actually have planned to meet for swenson's ice cream.
haha another person ive not met for a long time.
my banana split without banana!
actually i find it super absurd to order this but i dun really like too much banana and i like choco, strawberry n vanilla ice cream. so sebestian helped me to order this. and to my surprise, the waitress agreed, adding on 2 more biscuits to my split! hahaha :)
chatted and stuff.
did tt stupid econs thingy at mac's
bloody 45 pages of econs essay qns to interpret
took me 3 frigging days la.
who ask me to 'eat the toad' first.
dun laugh at me, im actually motivated by zaclim.
so ive decided to do hw on the subject i dun like to do the most (econs and gp)
then those tt i like more (math n sci)
im supposed to study econs or bio this wk one.
in e end spent most of the week doing hw, stoning, and duno wat.
oya, thx ailin lots for lending me her bio booklet of many sch's prelims papers to photocopy the paper 3-s without charging me, cuz tys wun have them.
studying with bangla dad is great cuz he's like taking the same combi as me. anything i duno can just ask him on spot (hahaha)
but tt results in more talk than work sometimes.
haha paiseh!
going through the motions but with conscious of wat im doing;
keeping my goals and purpose in my mind at all times.
wint3rdreamz@11:59 PM
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
refreshing day
took mrt to sch cuz running late for chem mcq
damm tired to stand all the way
chem mcq, break, chem going through p3
den went off to run
30min. from front gate to 2 bus stops before macritchie with my turtle speed
kinda lousy i think...perhaps normal ppl couldve reached there or further
somewhere near the end of my jog, there's this big sized lizard thingy (forgot the name of tt creature) beside me on the pathway. den when my countdown timer rang, it jumped and ran into the forest.
hahaha damm funny
took bus back to sch
showered and did some work.
starting to underline every single shit my eyes seem to like to miss out.
fall, weight. fall!
wint3rdreamz@8:25 PM
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shouldn't have read shermaine's blog
makes me miss safra more only :(
this is perhaps the first overseas comp tt im not going when other nyt ppl are. felt abit left out. lol.
haha met chris at interchange after his training i think.
all the best to j1s having common test
and those going to seasa this sat
have a safe trip and have fun!
wint3rdreamz@12:16 AM
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
ok im bored and has been fantasizing and checking up some cool stuffs these few days Labels: wish list
here comes my new wishlist. lol.
num sandals (brown n light brown)
nike air (red n white/blue n white)
ipod touch (16/32gb)
c902
sauer shoes (hopefully looks like the same ones im having now. but if nike air is flat enough maybe i wun get this)
vaio cr/macbook (as long as it's under 2k during sales)
wordy tees
black jeans
adidas windbreaker (to make up for the one i've lost:( )
haha y ipod touch and c902?
perhaps due to wat i wanted with my devices in future.
.phone functions (sms, call)
.camera tt is good enough, with flash and video taking
.mp3 player
.video player
.wifi/internet
.document/book reading
.calender w/ organiser
.contact list
.note taking
omnia wouldve done the job. but it's flash is lousy (even 6280 when taking pictures in the dark oso wun result in white glares la), ipod touch has better resolution and perhaps i like apple's interface more.
iphone 3g is another option. but it's super ex if i were to get another camera to make up with it's 2mp camera with no flash.
so yea. if i can get a c902 at $500-$600 (if 2nd hand) and 2g ipod touch at $500 (for 16gb) den selling off my w910i, i'll be spending less than a k for wat i wanted for at least 3yrs?
just hoping tt, by the time i have the money, ipod touch will have bluetooth :)
wint3rdreamz@11:37 PM
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Friday, September 12, 2008
wint3rdreamz@3:42 PM
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i've added the countdown thingy
all j2s let's work hardddd for a's!
:)
wint3rdreamz@12:50 AM
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[11/9/08]
should be able to pass bio1
happy day!
went to eat ice cream at some shop behind njc with joe n yc
joe left halfway (not even half actually haha)
and yc and i chatted till close to 1?
bout badmouthing, achievements, wat to do to salvage our grades, his research etc etc.
back to sch to see zr al and bangla dad showered and ready
went to ps tgt.
we had lunch, met up with junyang n watch
wall eeeeee.
haha, so out of my expectations
such a cheesy, lame-y love story btwn 2 robots
but hahaha so interesting and cute!
lil touchy moments and stuff
and yea adds in environment issue of pollution in the movie too.
the 3 guys were like 'wtf'-ing and doing tt handsign during those cheesy and lame love scenes
lol
omg the num sandals tt i wanna cost 50 bucks
*stabs myself*
and i only found out tt cost of iphone in sg cost close to a k
really? lol.
gen joined us and walked around ps
had dinner at one of the shops underground nearby the mrt station
with addition of weiliang
the main course price's ok
and we have free flow of ice cream and drinks!
so ailin and i were making floats..heh
one thing: never make 7-up w/ choco ice cream float
er xin eh..haha lol.
some left
junyang b.dad and i walked to city hall mrt looking around and stuff (more like we were walking towards tt direction then junyang directed us to the mrt station haha)
took mrt back home.
chatted alot too. mostly bout wat to do for a's
and some funny past examination experiences
omg la bangla's such a nice bro
unexpected actually..haha, cuz he always mention bout his 'dowry' and his unwillingness to 'support' me whenever i mentioned bout things tt need money
haha lol.
but to prepare breakfast for family every morning is like, woah?
wint3rdreamz@12:22 AM
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Monday, September 08, 2008
haha...sometimes when somebody says sth,
others tend to oppose the instruction
lol
first thing first,
watever i wrote a few days ago were to get tots off my mind
if not, i cannot carry on studying
haha.
secondly,
thx whoever tt responded.
not tt i really want them to
but, since they did,
they'll be greatly appreciated.
wanted to comment my response to ur response,
but dun really wan ur frens to c wat i say.
all bout u, i noe,
this chubby cute girl(man)
laughing out loud at times
evil at times
serious at times
outstanding.
it's never a bad thing to hide ur true self, ur thoughts
as long as ur true intentions show,
tt's good enough :)
wint3rdreamz@11:33 PM
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Saturday, September 06, 2008
"All the best :)"
worse thing worse, i have no way to get my words to him
wint3rdreamz@1:28 AM
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Thursday, September 04, 2008
not a person who easily says love.
i sometimes wonder if watever i do ever irritate anyone.
since no one says anything, i infer from their actions.
rite or wrong, i duno. but i do not have the confidence to do wat i want to do thus, wat if they dun like it?
i even have to pause and think before tagging a tagboard. i can almost imagine ppl in front of their computer screen rolling their eyes.
sometimes i do ask wat they think. they always say, 'no la!', 'dun think too much!'. such replies, though comforting, make me ponder more instead sometimes. perhaps they are just being nice?
there are times when ppl bitch bout others to me. will i happen to be the 'subject' tt others will be talking bout at the same time?
i feel childish. stupid to be thinking bout this. just love! do watever u want to do if u think it makes them smile...
actually im most of the time ok and secure with most of my frens, but to this particular group of ppl, i sometimes feel insecure.
i feel indebted to them.
i have not done enough for them.
i felt like i've snatched a position tt someone else would deserve better.
i felt like i've snatched a position tt everyone thinks tt tt someone else should have taken instead of me.
i have broken e perfect 3-men-team, who were on such good terms even before i came.
i duno if tt's wat they think.
i duno if she enjoyed working with me.
i duno if i've done a satisfying job.
i wondered if i've made their lives better, or worse.
[wah this segment seems so self-centred..lol lol.]
i love them so much tt i fear that my presence makes them unhappy.
but if ppl say that true love is when u feel safe and happy being with someone(s)
den i'll call this an insecure love?
i hate myself to think this way.
just as someone (i forgot who) mentions tt he/she dun like ppl who cant think straight,
i hate myself for not being able to think straight, for this moment.
i truly appreciates all the love every single one has given.
but im just not taking it the rite way, perhaps im guilty-sicken?
the reason y this post is in black, it's not meant to be commented, at all. thx.
*pats on my shoulder*
tmr will be a better day!
actually today's a good enough day, just !@#$%^&* mugging.
haha
ulcer ulcer go away! i want to eat tt 4.50 mcwings meal :)
wint3rdreamz@9:42 PM
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J: eh u noe de app test on april 1 rite.. where r de ans ah?
S: haha...i duno leh...wat is e first qn bout?maybe it's on km.. .....
J: eh de mark foo went roti island surfing 1... .....
S: huh wat mark foo went on roti surfing? lol... .....
J: eh tt is de 1st qn la. de app paper we took on 1st april. =_= .....
communication errors happen when u have boliao bio tchers
who chose to have a topical test on april's fool's day and set weird qns tt started with "mark foo went to roti island to surf" (bet tt's mrzachlim's idea)
nth else more interesting then tt happened today, perhaps gen's 'oink' when she replied my msg.
-.-
and i kinda changed my base from kap to centrept mac's, period?
wint3rdreamz@12:23 AM
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
old but nice :)
heard over my bro's mp3
wint3rdreamz@8:57 AM
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