::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

long time no see...
woohoo -.-

com crushed
and while my bro was reformating and repairing it
all the information [including those in the E drive which are meant to be safe from the 'washing'] are gonneee :(
oh my, i so wanna a laptop and a ext hdd for myself
my bro somehow brought a casing and the usb adaptor for my E drive
it cost like $79 and now he's chasing after me for it
wa... just about 20-30 more i can get an ext hdd which has double the size of my E drive luhh
:((
the casing looks cool la...but it still have to connect to a main supply
grrr

im flying to sydney later... [transit in bangkok first -.-]
hope thai airline's better than brunei one
and hope that i can have fun there... :)
shoot well or not....
i'll try to....shouldn't put too much emphasis on it ba :D

mom's trying to stop me from going to sch in the morning
but i really wanna go...for the laptop, ext hdd with fma and lifesaving manual
if i dun get these...i think im going to die of boredom at night

it's depressing to hear about mr.loh's incident
though i dunno him well and only got to know him during yltc
i can't bear seeing a person who has once stepped into my life getting out of it
i doubt he knows me...but nevertheless i just.......

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it's too late in the night [or too early in the morning] now;
got to catch some sleep before my mind goes wild.

wint3rdreamz@3:15 AM
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

"it's $20 for that hole u made on the rubber" says coach edmund
grr..
luckily he's only kidding
haha

got a series score of 86 cuz of that 4 and somehow still managed to hit above 360 [see top left of pic]
so what happened?

hmm.. i was in a state of 'too engross in concentrating that results im in fact not concentrating much' -i call it pseudo-concentration
ok, basically i early-triggered.
before that i was like 'um why my shots can't hit center when i was dead sure they are good shots.
but after tt bad shot i completed the shoot with 2 tens with very smooth and steady actions
there was like this surge of hotness gushing through every part of me when i realised my mistake
and i realise i was 'dreaming' or 'in a trance' before that
that's why i triggered without noticing it

this happened to me before for some time alrdy
mr.eddie said that some coaches in japan and korea, in order to keep them truly alert
do ask them out during competitions and slapped them or sth.
(duno if it's true or not..haha..)
guess next time during a comp i must shake myself up or (or maybe slap myself) i if i notice my shots are not good though i felt that i have done good action -aka not able to call my shots :p

wint3rdreamz@6:05 PM
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Monday, November 19, 2007

this song keep going through my head these few days, especially at night during YLTC... haha...
those who have watched Stardust and bothered to stay behind after the end of the movie should have heard of this.
>Rule the World by Take That
it's realllyyy nicee, enjoy!

argh! have i really turned so much darker now?
mom's been fussing about it, applying my face with some cream and stuff Xl
my neighbours and frens are exclaiming about it;
and shengrui's laughing at me -.-
no chance to be fairer; i am going to take lifesaving course soon!
haha...

ok. i should be disciplined and start training every day from today till sydney competition :)

wint3rdreamz@11:08 AM
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

sleeping 19h after the camp is shiok! though felt super hungry after that.

<3 Sri Yuyue-fishball Joel Kahho-car hole Melissa Valerie Victor Kaiqi Tammy Laimeng-lemon Syafiqah Allysa Tuan Kaizhong and of course, MsKoh- the little shy frog! Xp

what is this? it's group 6 - enthusiasm!

we are enthu!
we are enthu!
we are E, we are N, we are ..... oh never mind!
we are JUST ENTHU!

just some stuffs during yltc (12thnov to 16thnov)

1st and last day are pure torture on the feet
grr.

it rained in the morning on 1st before setting off.
bad start.

syaf's got a soulmate[sri] on the first day itself...lol
cuz both of them appeared on tv before?
and then she ditched him like a few days later and went out with zul instead...
tsktsk...

walking around ubin was ouch, with mosquito bites and rocky roads
part of it was shown by our skit
which apparently, only we appreciated it.
tuan's 'halfway there, halfway through' when it's not even halfway yet
the lorry with the same old uncle that drove past us like 4 times on our journey
how we were resting at a place with is actually near end point when a van came and we were forced to get up to move

dinner and breakfast were ok. not too nice not too bad.
but the porridge was like super peppery

leadership course at night
the first part was zzz
later part was alright
i was forced to shout at xuandao and dam him for saying 'well, she do shoot better than me'
-.-

kayaking from changi to east coast and back
allysa and i were having a hard time trying to keep up with the instructor
so we paddled on though our muscles were screaming
resulted in some super super painful muscle aches so painful that we [and only the both of us] had to use ice to numb the pain.

leadership activity at night
randomly said that mr.tan(ip math) looked like a student in terra shirt
guess he told every teacher cuz;
mr.g.lee looked for me during dinner and said: look properly, he's a teacher
mr.menon during ropes' course: you sort of made his day by saying that
:DD
and mr.heah looked for me during dinner too.
praised me for my performance when i was leading the group in the activity which suay got him as IC haha jk Xp
though it's quite diao-ing that he still duno i am a vice capt and not capt. -.-

some of the boys were 'crying' over sunburnt knees
with a bit 'owwwww!!' here and there when there were accidental brushes and non-accidental brushes [by me Xp] over their poor knees.

some bored teachers [like mr.g.lee and mr.sham] started this stupid flag-stealing thingy.
everyone was like so terrified and were asking "where is the flag?" in every few secs. -.-

raft-making was rubber band
raft-lifting is harddd.
though our raft appeared to be the most unstable looking ones
our rafts survived the race and was standing strong even after that.

dragon boat was cool
true viking experience was really scary
dragon boat chasing and water war between groups with pails got us all wet.
were slacking for a moment on the boat; instructor asked what were our orange, lemon and rubber band for the day.
mine's:
orange: no pt today! (cheers)
lemon: bad weather in the morning (i noe it's kinda a contradiction)
rubber band: rift- making and -lifting Xl

there's another instructor (forgot the name) who was dam pro at 'simon says'
he could get most of us to lose easily lidat:
"simon says, wat's ur name?"
"X"
"simon says, X oie."
"oie"
"simon says, NJ oie." (while he was still only looking at X)
thus not much people shouted 'oie'
haha...and chasing most of us out of the floor.

outdoor cooking was ok
some said food was nicer than the canteen food
lol
had difficulty trying to finish off 3 cans of sardines ><

evil boys.
lured me into the boys dorm and went shouting "there's a girl in our dorm!"
felt quite disbelieving at first but after then was ok about it.
but tuan thought that i was upset and apologised
followed by all the other boys doing it together that made me kinda paiseh ><''

only 5 gals on level 2 for many nights.
valerie was laughing a lot before we slept once
she went 'hahaha *hiccups*X2 hahaha..'
non-stop.
wa....

ropes course was woohoo!
KaiQi's 45min stay at the near tip of challenge pole, and she did able to get 2 feet on the platform though she fell the moment she did it.
how every enthu members was trying to screammm their lungs out during flying fox
and laimeng and allysa did an EXCELLENT job for that :P

lee tried to steal our flag when i was resting in the canteen holding onto it.
he pulled and pulled but couldn't pull the flag out of me. ;)
my frens were trying to call me to wake up for some time then lee suddenly said:
aiya she knows one la.
haha...my plot was uncovered and i looked at him and burst out laughing :)
hai....evil mr.lee

mr.heah was totally bimbo-tic during campfire
his actions were zomigoddd hahahahaha!
we say that his wife-to-be would die of laughing to have such a husband :DD
his weird way of playing 'bomb'
group 1&2 and 5&6 kept 'attacking' each other like the other groups dun exist
and the 'little green frog'-mr.heah, 'little strong frog'-mr.thong, 'little shy frog'-ms.koh and 'little sexy frog'-ms.lim!

Zest's skit was total diao-ism
how on earth can zul and his frens be soo dam freaking lame
"it's so dark, so dark,.... quack quack"
"i am going through this script" (puts his head onto the paper) "aiya, can't go through"
"tell you 2 short jokes and 1 long joke. joke joke jokeeeeee~~."
wa...cannot stand them liaos -.-'''''!!!

packed and washed the canteen [heheee]

final challenge was murder
ntu(pioneer) to njc (bt timah) on FOOT
zzz
kaizhong made me feel so energetic on bus with his lame-ness and that 'kaizhong bang1 ni3 song4 zhong1', despite sleeping for only an hour

dropped by oac room after camp
there's this interesting sign in the room that says: the QM is always right.
eh ehh...! watever lol QMs!
and kahho(QM of oac) did a terrible mistake of leaving the key on the lock when entering the room... tsk tsk...

longbang-ed kaizhong's car to the main road and saved all the walking
:)

ok... a bit too incohesive.
i was just randomly throwing out what i rmbed during the camp

PS! blogger's dam pissing! when i clicked between 'edit html' and 'compose', half of my contents got lost! den i have to retype again!!! :((

time now: 6.00am.
starting time: 3.45am.
recomposed: 3 times.
LOL.

wint3rdreamz@5:52 AM
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Saturday, November 10, 2007

do you believe in love at first sight?

i do. <3

seen it only once or twice
but i just couldn't stop thinking about it
for the rest of the 10min when i was looking at somewhere else
all i think is this and only this.
so..though it seems like a rushed decision, i went back to the initiate place
and got this:

ASICS Gel - SpeedStar
it's damn blue (i like!) and damn cool ;)
original price $172. hoho, zr said that he can help me cut the price by 30%.
but before he could really do any actual 'price killing', the shopkeeper said: student promotion $129.
gee...still have the cheek to ask for a treat from me Xl

hmm...so had some kind of retail therapy today :D
asics shoes, shorts, ziplock bags, some small bottles of shampoo n soap
lol

o, visited feli in the evening for my lao pok shoes and borrowed some camp stuffs from her
rar made me walk one big round around her block to look for lift
only after tt i realised the lift is actually at level '-1'. zz.
her house has this large plasma tv
this very cute dog which wun stop trying to lick my hands (lol)
n this very nice mom of hers who gave me some bing3 to eat
haha... thx alot thx alot :D

not to forget monthly shoot in the morning
88 93 90 92
ahh... couldn't wait to end my shoot at the 25th shot
so chiong-ed all the way to finish the whole thing when i meant to shoot 5 by 5 Xp
coach decided to 'punish' me by making sure i wun take a break during training until i have shot at least 60 shots :(
haha

ahh... so happy,, abel and mark have passed their 'test'!
woots nyt-ians wang4 sui4! :))

watched STARDUST with joannah zr n mark on fri
storyline's ok
effects are not bad
but it's kinda funny
not a must-watch but a can-watch
haha
spent $7+ cookies n cream ice blended from STARbucks ;)
...heaven!

had a great time with some ssa rifle shooters at ECP on deevapali
cycled lots and bridge-d lots too....lol
(isn't that what we have been doing in the range everyday why are we still doing this during an outing..!! -.-)
alritty alex and junhong and others let's go kayaking next time. :)
n on the way home, woah.. cant help it but to feel kinda significant
to have crossed the so-called love bridge (overhead bridge between st pats and chij katong)
which the st pats guys have mentioned
which resulted in the closing of the side gate of the girls' school which links to the bridge.
haiz...those despo guys n gals...
haha..

wint3rdreamz@10:05 PM
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

just a little update.

maple, sleep, eat, work, train, eat, slack, sleep

tt's basically wat i've been doing these few days
except;

IP induction on 3/11 sat
did duty, inducing the new 08ip-s etc.
i like myself saying: no need to catch pistol gals one...they'll just come Xp

okay..sentosa with pae-s24
bridge-d, swam n captain ball-ed!
n i just keep throwing the sand from the sea (which look abit like sai) at everyone
especially those who dun go down into the water :DD
den dinner at vivo...ljs but only with joe jason desteo n sok
chiong-ed home after tt

sunday's a bore
got abit sick

woots~ got a job on mon thx to joe n kenneth
yepp...at north spring ps helping some photographers getting the little kids under control for some phototaking session.
8am-4pm+ for $60...hehs :))
den yea...said sth i shouldnt have said to joe... thought it'll make her feel better and clear up some misunderstandings but in the end only made her felt worse i guess :(

im such an ass.
she's always the one helping me, encouraging me n stuffs.
watever i try to do wun help her feel better.
maybe i just din try hard enough.
im such an ass.

ok.
got a few anonymous calls these few days

1. swimming coach lawrence's fren called me
yay im going to take life-saving! but where can i get the course fees from?! :(

2. the office called me...for tt bloody blazar (it's literally bloody too.. lol.. -.-) tt's still in my house.

3. miaoqun's house. yepp so i din get into ogl after all...

hols gonna be so boring without ogl training
but nvm nvm there's still yltc, sydney n chalets to entertain me! :)
n maplestory, wow n dota as well...not forgetting naruto, bleach, d.grayman! :))

for the moment, i dun rmb if there is any homework
X)

[pssss...anyone has fma or gundam seed anime vcd to lend me? :D]

wint3rdreamz@10:04 PM
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Monday, November 05, 2007

so they think that a person who failed only one subject is not able to skip a week of lessons or two.
so all they wanna are ogls who are smart alec-s
so all the testimonials by my dear teachers are down to the drain
just because of a U.

i am not angry
but i am not happy.

[not in the mood to blog these few days; will update why i MIA-ed during these few days some other time]

wint3rdreamz@10:30 PM
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Thursday, November 01, 2007

it's alrdy the third day since i had tt injection
but my upper arm still hurts, like some muscle sore but it's painful
eh wth. :(

wint3rdreamz@11:35 AM
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