::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Sunday, March 23, 2008

scored today for ntt monthly
[sorry csb for not asking u...cuz there wasnt any slots left! next month ok? :)]
paid more attention rate of scoring per person

went home and was making a template of score sheet for IS.
when i was filling in the date, i stopped and thought.

fyi, NJCIS is going to be a one-day event, inviting only secondary school students to participate
cuz, mrlee says, he dun want us to spend too much time on it,
though i think that's not the only reason....

anyway, i was wondering, whether it's ok just to cut down from 2 to 1 day.
on the committee's (and my) side, it'll be better, we have less work, less chance for mistakes to happen.
but somehow, would this sort of like tarnish njshooting's reputation?

1. we are one of the first few schools (or is it the first?) to start the invitation shoot (we're on our 7th year alrdy!)
if after like 7 years we are still doing 1 day event like other schools (who started this later than us), it's like...''still can say that njsc have done for 6 years alrdy?"

2. jc-s were invited to shoot last year, what would they think about njsc if they are not invited this year?
not the "why nj never invite me?"
more of the "what happened to nj that they can only hold for only secondary when they have alrdy started doing both last year?"
and a bad conclusion will usually form in their minds.

shooters, what do you think?

wint3rdreamz@2:03 AM
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Thursday, March 20, 2008

me am self centered at times

but. i seriously want to care, to concern
but. i cant bring myself to
but. i can just do that
but. someone else is already doing so
but. that cant be my excuse
but. i just feel like hiding, faraway, when that someone is doing the caring, the concerning

so. i suck

im crazy. i blogged thrice today.

wint3rdreamz@10:13 PM
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tgif!
ok not today...tmr is
and is a good one
haha

school was ok
and finally a thursday so short (cuz no chinese :))
so just asked xuandao to play tennis with me right after school
"cuz i feel like whacking some balls" i said
haha

alright, time to buck up
my econs suck as usual (which is BAD)
my math's dying...i think integration and i became strangers since after promos
my bio has full of stuff which my mini brain cant hold

sorry for being 扫兴
but mid year common test is in 54 days away

wint3rdreamz@9:30 PM
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

[last wed]
did interview thingy with joe
only did 3 households, all not at the exact unit somemore
so it's like..$10.5 for each of us
lol

ate mac's for breakfast, burger king for lunch, long john silver for dinner and kfc for supper.
;p

watched the leap years with vanessa, mark and dexter.
joe joined us for dinner, unsuccessful in asking vanessa to come to nj..lol..
leap years quite ok ba...but abit unrealistic in real life
but i think it made me recall how it feels like to have really fallen for someone
'it's someone who makes u forget about ur previous one'

and boy ah...u have to take more initiative k!
lightbulbs 看也看不下去啊, ur shyness...lol..

[last fri]
amigos camp 1st day
it started kinda boring i think..just some ice breakers and stuffs
went to botanic gardens with kellie and camped at this shelter for the whole day
when it rained for about the whole week before friday..
it din rain on tt day...when i wanted it the most
-.-
the sun was unbearable, though we were in the shelter but we were not spared from the glaring sunlight.
but it was quite interesting to be there the whole day..
firstly, throughout the day we saw about 7 couples taking marriage photos there
and there was this group of students who came to the bandstand to take a video.
and some other things as well

went back to school in the evening and had dinner
we got to slack for awhile while there were some talks and then leadership games that i used to play in yltc [but now conducted by interact exco]
den we prepared our nite hike station which is at the squash court area.
hid a bottle of water+salt+pepper+flour (which the participants are supposed to drink it after they found the bottle :p),
switched off all the lights at the squash courts and the corridor towards it,
and hid at the further end of the courts, waiting for ppl to scare (by moving the creaking door and slamming it...whee cool)..lol

before that, kellie latha, praba and i went up to the rooftop
the scenery up there was like super nice...
there were stars and moon and...the nj crest close up..lol
wondered if im an nj student anot..been there for more than 1 year liao still haven been to rooftop till then..lol..

anw, had fun scaring the ppl
most gals were screaming when the door is slammed
watched them drink and guessed the ingredients
haha...k im saddist..

[last sat]
returned back to school for wet games
did mini war games for them
which lasted like only 10mins cuz there wasnt enough plastic bags to throw
lol
lunched with zhirong daxiang hanson and leonard at prince
poor hanson, got conned by eating hor fun at prince which cost like $8

down to nus with zhirong after that
walked around and grabbed some brochues and stuff
attended the medicine talk when junyang came in
kinda fruitful trip, though i din get to walk around the school of med or the science faculty
:(

had dinner at feicui xlb
spare ribs and la mian still as nice
but the spare ribs kinda shrunk from the ones i had last time
and the xlb looks dry and wrinkled.
lol

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had internals for mon and tues
quite ok and i like the seriousness most of them had displayed when shooting
and yb (the first one to shoot) tot that it was selection for cdans!
haha..ke ai

got back my econs paper
lousy score and got kicked out of ms heng's class
lol
duno how it's gonna be like..

math test was cui
duno how to do the DE and integration questions at all

trained on wed at like 8pm.
i think there's something wrong with me,
i always had different feelings during different training sessions
this time motion's much better
and once again appreciated the importance of relaxing and relationship.
was forced to hit 2 10s before training ends
got kinda tensed up(i can even feel my arm contracting a bit mroe than usual)
and shot an 8 for the 1st one
fan talked and yea...relaxed and hit 10 for the next one :)

wint3rdreamz@11:55 PM
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

dreamt of my wallet was stolen
the thief's v weird, showed me that he stole my wallet and took out my $50 note,
asking if i want the note or not, on the condition that my ic will be taken away instead.

it somehow relates to yesterday afternoon when zhongxian[ai] took my wallet and tried to nick something in front of me.
weiming was saying to take the $50 note but zhongxian was looking for my ic instead, saying it's more valuable.
weird that things tt happened in the day will repeat in the night, but tt incident wasn't really something that i paid attention to, so why out of all other things i couldve dreamt i dreamt of this?

sorry im weird, just that i rarely dream.

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had this arghh-watever! feeling today.
recalled mreddie was telling me 'well done eh' after the monthly.
now thinking bout it, i felt kinda wth?! bout it..
it's like, u demoralise ppl [like me] a few weeks ago only den now u say this kind of thing.
argghh watever...

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went to sch in the morning for meeting for amigos camp.
intended to go to botanic garden with kellie to take some pics of some clues there..
den it started to rain, damm heavily
lol
thx kellie for the umbrella! or i'll be really drenched upon reaching safra

trained. range was super cold.
shots are quite bad, maybe cuz of the 12x3 pushups
my relationship's goes like brownian motion in the aiming area.

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im not yet ready;
i dun feel like a 37x shooter.

wint3rdreamz@11:54 PM
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Monday, March 10, 2008

massive pt in the morning
not the amt of physical exercise done, but the no. of ppl involved.
lol

went to yishun with zr, mark, akshay and gerald
wat a bunch of horny and pervy and gross guys
[except for gerald la cuz he was not involved in the 'wrong-ish' conversations]

went for ai shooting camp in the afternoon
they played like captain's ball for almost the whole afternoon
and there's this butt-to-butt game whereby the game starts with 2 person standing back to back and a ball in the middle
and they have to snatch the ball by bending and butt-ing each other asses
so basically, the biggest ass tends to win..
haha

sort of helped out with the shooting workshop by adrienne and jasmine
din noe about such competition plans and stuffs that much till today..
had survival cooking and ate maggi mee at night
they had this kinda fun man-hunt thingy after tt
though hindered by some triggering of alarm and stuffs
but overall's alright

jasmine's father sent me home
and just when i wanted to start on my homework,
i realised my blue pen's missing
lol mood gone liao :(

wint3rdreamz@11:44 PM
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Sunday, March 09, 2008

duno wat's up with my internet
keep dc-ing like nobody's business :(

[yesterday]
met dexter near my house to buy cake for abel
bought soya bean for dexter cuz he said he shoots better if he drinks it before the shoot as a belated birthday present..haha...
yea..bought cake and were almost late for the shoot
haha

93 94 93 93 373
not bad la, considering i dun expect to hit 370 with my a-lot-of-8s sighters.
thx to fan for telling me the right things, though her presence kinda made me more nervous
lol
and it was almost times up when i finished [my first time lol]
my last few shots were so bad cuz i was overwhelmed by the tot of eddielim saying 'time's up' before i finished....scary...

hmm ya.. later i went to set up cake and stuffs
abel as usual ended last..haha..
so we were like alrdy 'prepared' when he finished his shoot

happy birthday! see how nice he dressed for his special occasion..with his er hem after tt.

ya..so he tio abit of cream and washed his face
we ate cake while waiting for the results.

results came and we went into the range to see
were hanging around for awhile
and i seized the chance to walk behind him..
and pressed a slice of cake into his face!
hahaha so funny he looked like a da4 hua1 mao1
but after tt i was so stupid cuz i forgot bout running away
den...i tio-ed cake from him oso :(

washed up and cleaned up the place abit
collected my salary from cheryl for being scorer for feb's ntt monthly
$40! yay i feel rich again Xl

watched them having lunch and played pool after that
it was a fun day after all :D

[friday]
econs lecture test! :O :((
two words: GG
think im going to be sent to the outcast group like wat msheng says
hope it's not true that there's such separation
seriously!

a levels results..
was feeling damm nervous before receiving...so nervous till i feel like BITING.
but luckily i got an A for my chinese..lol..
den i dun need to worry bout whether i should re take anot.
but somehow my anxiety din ceased...i was kinda worried for my seniors as well i realsied...lol..
unwillingly went for math and pe after tt
den found the range fill with seniors
mainly the boys changed alot..esp those that are alrdy in army
it's really nice to see the seniors again, seeing that they had around me last yr and just left this yr.
met jasmine who was from xinmin and wanted to join nj shooting
asked her to shoot abit and stuffs
not bad la she.

trained after tt.
armed ached and soured like shit
duno y...was forced to force my arm to be stable without gripping the gun hard to shoot
stray shots here and there..lol..

dinner with the rifle gals
got a letter from amanda
and her words seriously touched me :'(
jiayou gal u can make it de..! no matter wat the others say otherwise..hold on to the 2009 dream k :) i'll work hard to make it there with u too.

[thursday]
bio test was luckily application wise, or the paper will be so blank.

met gen after chinese (mrlin let us off after 15min :))
had a discussion bout charmian and decided to see her.
den had some sort of interview...and i felt like i got owned by her
we were like more convinced to take her in, despite how we had tried to put her down.
[kind-hearted capt and v.capt we r i guess]

after tt gen left for maldives
aww... :(
till i see u again...lol..

IS meeting, the same usual things i guess.
interact gm was ok too...just bout the amigos camp n stuffs

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couldnt blog on cuz i forgot bout wat happened before le.

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oya, daxiang says that im eligible for ntt le...
but im seriously dun feel like going in for now..

i emo-ed abit after knowing my score on sat
the thought of not being under fan anymore..
the thought of not being with the rifle gals and gang..
the thought of not being with the pistol boys and gang..
the thought of facing the adults..

arh. watever.

wint3rdreamz@9:40 PM
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

im facing an spending deficit now
owns zr $50, lol

gonna start eating sandwiches in sch
one per day!....sad :(

his house is spacious and empty
and veryy clean
*envies*
went all the way there just to get the money..lol
had fun with this tennis game in his com whereby i got owned at times and had Federer to do a couple of jumps and twists while returning the ball..haha..

math and econs tests today are kinda slack
had yc the math genius to sit beside me
and since mrchew's not around, we just kinda 'exchanged pointers'..lol
econs is serious test..but msheng din take back to mark
and just went through in class
so it's like..not a test lidat..haha...

n woah, mrskhoo praised joe and me for being guai..
haha
[induced by joe of cuz, who told her: im always guai, just tt you duno only]
Xp

wint3rdreamz@12:02 AM
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Sunday, March 02, 2008

interesting little things in life :)

wint3rdreamz@11:36 PM
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Saturday, March 01, 2008

it's great, to hear that someone took my advice seriously
and greater, when these advices worked on the person :)

went to nuh for a briefing bout the interviewing job for some cancer prevention survey
the list of qns is like dam long, but can earn like $15 for each successful interview
lol :)
even with the $5 ntuc voucher as a token of gratitude for participating in the survey,
i doubt many ppl will coorperate
esp since the age group is limited to above 50
haiz..qian2 nan3 zuan4 arh...

had lunch at JE with joannah, yc and bg
yc's having mood swings and jo got affected too.. :(
but the jap food there is kinda nice, gonna go there and try more stuffs when i have money..
hahaha
played arcade with jo and jip after tt
im like dam lousy in these games lol

enjoying a little taste of freedom;
for mom and dad are in malacca
till mon afternoon

yesterday coach asked: singhui why is your right eye swollen?
me: maybe i concentrated too hard during ntuis that it swelled
haha.
and it's not getting better
my eyelid is like abit itchy and painful
lol

wint3rdreamz@10:32 PM
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