::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Sunday, April 03, 2005

finally can use e com le...hehe

2moro got health screenin...muz rem to bring health bklet

last wk...haiz...okok...
flunked myself totally during e speech day rehearsel
those who were there would noe...like faeces
n also bcuz of tt i realised...actually i had extreeemmellyy low EQ
muz learn how to control my temper more...though i did control by not scolding those helpers tt day
but not enough lahz...haiz...
im abit sad...tt i din take things to hand
ms ng said she would find e juniors who would help us
but until then she had not got any for us
if i were to take responsibility...i would have find them myself
then let them have an idea wth we r doin
mayb it'll prevent such stupid things happenin on thurs...cuz sm helpers r frm n`land n they did not have any idea wat we were doin
even xiuqi oso tell me to juz wait for ms ng to find those ppl...y?
i tot councillors r...forget it...

sat at my table n stared in blank space for sm time yesterday
recalled the episode of xin rulai shen zhang
how e gal rejected the guy when they had gone through so much to get together
hmm...not tt the gal is in the wrong
she had assumingly fallen for another guy who is more ambitious
and tt she finds tt her character n tt guy's character juz dun match
but the thing is y did she drag until now den say?
she had not liked him for quite sm time liao
then she keep not wantin to c the guy when he kept lookin for her
disappointin him over n over again...

i kena wed geo remedial le ba
cannot go t.t on wed le

speakin of t.t...i tink i had made cy sad
i din really help her wid t.t stuffs...tt's y she got so sad ba
n bcuz of tt i became the vice-chair
o wel...juz hope tt i can help cy more so tt she wun be sad
and can relex more as wel

im such a shy gal...lol...but it's true
im juz afraid to irritate him
or is it bcuz i had tots of' breakage' tt i dun dare to look at him for more than 3s when he is lookin at me?
the saddest thing is tt im not the 'conversative' type of person
i usually had nth to talk `bout
frm last yr alrdy lidat le
rem when i was on my attempt to revive my frenship wid jason
i was suggested to go talk to him evry recess
when i told tt person tt i duno wat to talk bout
e suggest-or's respond was funny
suggested a list of things tt i can talk to him about...half of them were lame but funny

no matter wat, i wun dwell on my memories...no matter how much nicer it is.

wint3rdreamz@8:49 AM
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