::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Saturday, April 16, 2005

if u can have sm1 beside u
n be able to be beside e certain sm1 w/o e tot tt
'm i disturbin her?'
it would be so great
in my pri school days im always wid dora
we were like..best frens
do evrythin together
paired wid each other always w/o hesitation
played pokemon cards together
have most fun wid her
nowadays...i feared e words 'pair up'
cuz wherever i m, when there's pairin up
im either alone or pairin up wid dif ppl evrytime
y?cuz i nid to c who's remainin for me to pair up wid mah
im willin to pour my soul into a sm1
but if e sm1's not willin to pour his/her soul to u...e feelin isnt there
u mite not feel like doin it again
i've tried bfore...n tt person juz dun trust me v much
e mistrust made me so disappointed
it doesnt really matter
but e thing is e words 'best fren' it can only refer to a single soul
if u wanna define a person as a best fren
of coz e person muz treat u as one too isnt it?
pity i still cant find such a person in tis sch
maybe my personality juz arnt gd enough
i duno...
u can have a whole world of gd frens
but wat's e use if u cant find The one n only best fren...who c u as The one n only best fren too?

bie shuo dui bu qi
shi ni rang wo shang le xin cai shuo bu shi gu yi
wo que wu fa guai ni...
blame me all u wan
u r suppose to blame me
or ur kind character simply stopped u frm doin tis?

bein too influenced by this loneliness
lack of wat i ve mentioned above
but it's not rite to partner other's best fren
i feel juz like a third party
or is it ok to be in threes?
juz like merlyn suzhen n me?

jan's 'crazy' bout soccer
she rarely resist to kick a ball in sight
but when i asked her if she wanna play wid e guys she said "hur?dun wan la"
u tink it's easy to find gals to play soccer?

achievement day...shoook!

edwin is a gd helper
-he offered me my jacket n pants when i nid to wear em
-he offered me water to drink
-he helped me keep my items volunteeringly
-he is v enthu
-he tried to help me carry all my stuffs from e range to e startin places
i believe e other two were great too
n all e performers as well
cool

e concert was nice...it's juz tt e lightin during e performance of e musical groups ia abit too bright
no atmosphere sial

nice dn

hope tt i could go for the camp...*sigh*

SmiLe sh.be positive n evrything will be fine

wint3rdreamz@8:42 AM
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