::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Friday, August 05, 2005

had dsa tday agn
was asked to comment abit bout everyone that we had asked to try out with
i wrote comments like "very stable" "ok"
negative ones like "too plump...cannot reach hip-bone" "unstable"
there's even one guy that was about 140cm ba
i commented "CaNnOt hold rifle"
it's not hard, it's cannot
i remembered how i tell him that he can go le without trying out the rifle
cuz he was kinda not physically ok for shooting
hope puberty will help him in future ba

yongrui was nice
everyone was supposed to take a lane to help the primary school students today
then huimin asked me which lane i take
i anyhow just said 3
forgot that lane 3 was the spoilt one
the auto thingy cannot work, that means one have to pull the strings to get the target cards from one end to another
yongrui offered to change lanes with me
haha..rejected at first...it doesnt really matter since it would take a lot of effort for me to do so
then he asked again and again
got hesitant...then offered to exchange lanes for every batch of students
that means, after helping one student, we will change lanes
then change again after another one
but as i was too slow in helping, we didnt really get to change
so sorry to let him keep using that lane after the 4th batch?or 5th i forgot
at the end even helped me to keep the rifle that i am supposed to keep in the stores
zhenling says he is a si wen bai lei...actually it's not really true
he's quite a good friend ba

listened to the music diary yesterday
it was about someone writing about the story of her friend
her friend was about 15 then
she had known a guy on the net
who was about 24 ba
at first i am not very interested in hearing music diary until i heard this starting
i continued listening it
she fell real deep
ponning school and stuffs just to meet him
got further and further from her friends
that guy was a...duno what he was
only know that he had no job and he likes to play guitar ba
then they always spent time together
then one day after the author had not heard from her friend for a very very long time
when she went to school early that day...she saw her friend crying real hard
she said her boyfriend had left her
whatever reason it was, it wasnt told
but the thing is that, i cant believe that there's actually someone who couldve fell soo deep that she could skip even daily lessons to be with her him
if i am not wrong the girl was in quite a terrible state after that
fell too deep, hurt too much

must admit that i didnt fall deep enough
was too scared to...was walking down the steps one by one
so wasnt really hurt that much
still climbing up was able to

wint3rdreamz@7:43 PM
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