::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

teacher's day celebration today
the rest of the day after the concert was meant to be real lessons de
but played the whole day instead
all the games that should be played years ago was played today

today's concert was nice
the teachers are kinda touched about it

during english we took ms low's idea of letting us conduct a lesson for that day instead of she conducting a lesson for us
cause we are actually not having any lessons and we do not want one at the last period as well
didnt know it can work so well
kinda brave of min to propose this idea to mrs.d'cruz
were repeating all the games that we played previously
didnt know that mrs.dcruz can be such a good imitator

went to eat with min jann wy yh
took neoprints at the newly opened shop in np

was talking about changing seats again
haiz the more i talk the more hopeful i am the more disappointed
i know its unfair to lr if i dont feel like sitting with her
i believe friends have their own 'code'
only people with codes that link can be together
somehow in that big set of codes, me and lr only matched a few
that's why after so many years we are friends but not the best ones
due to difference in character as well
i cant really find something that can make both of us laugh real hard
i just cant find any

this morning i was kinda down
the unability of participating in this teachers' day celebration makes it so
i thought, after almost six months, i could fang xia
but i realised i cant
i still have that yi han that i couldnt be like jann min--a councillor
i had been hearing min saying that its tough being one
but i somehow had the instincts that i wanna take up challenges in life
i would rather spent my time thinking of solutions to solve problems than to let them rest
or maybe its because many of my friends are in it
when they have meetings or whatever i just feel out of crowd
but mainly is the yi han i have
in primary the ambition of being a leader had always be with me
i had tried prefect on primary school yet i failed
and now the chance simply slipped off my hands six months ago
that was one of my yi han in my life
and its no going to leave me till i leave this school

wint3rdreamz@5:50 PM
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