::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Saturday, August 13, 2005

jus played ms from 6am
blogging and breakfast-ing now
going to take a very short nap to "wash" my eyes a bit and study from 12 to 12

yesterday was kinda pissed
thought everyting can be settled within a few minutes
in the end it took the whole period
just two words "we quit" took us so long to argue with him
actually i still like table tennis de
i want to continue playing it
but because of
him
his way of managing the club
makes me feel like quiting
he said he spent a lot of his time
but he didnt really help a lot
almost everything had to be done by ourselves
he must understand the limitations of what a student can do
whatever it is

actually feel kind of sorry for him
heard that he got scolded or something
then he was kinda "like this" ever since
in the past he used to be a very good tic i have heard
i dont know what to do
i do feel like very irresponsible somehow
i remembered something about what shaun said about being stressed then quit
he was talking about sc and some of its members
wanting to quit because of some dont know what reason
so i have a feeling that by quiting ttc i am jus like those sc-s as well
irresponsible
never mind..i will give myself the weekend after the common test to have a good think about this
this is not the time to think about anything else but exams

going to study three subjects today
a tuesday subject, a wednesday subject, and a thursday subject
then tomorrow change a bit
english and chinese also must study
practice a bit on them perhaps

failed pq today again
dont know why i just didnt concentrate on pressing my shift--pot button
but instead of jumping to the correct place to kill that stupid king slime
am really afraid they'll not look for me for pq anymore because of this incident
haiz...

2 days to ca2, 6 days to the end of it (",)

wint3rdreamz@11:27 AM
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