::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Saturday, September 17, 2005

i am so proud
so proud of "The Ahhh~~~!!!"!
stupid group name right?
but this group is not stupid at all!
it's simply the best group i have ever had!
yesterday every group was supposed to hand in our files
which there is something that must be included--reflections
i had reminded jann and shaam to do that on thurs
didnt mention it to bs cause he comfirm wont do de...
hahaha
well... me too
i planned to do it on friday morning

then in the end...evryone started doing it in school
i too followed the old format of writing reflections
i started writing about what i have learnt...
and was about to start on the 'problems faced' when i realised...
our group didnt have any problems at all
hehe...haolian right?
but its the truth!
even jann bs and shaam agrees
so i stopped at my only 1/3 page of reflection
dont know how to continue le

so i waited till jann shaam and bs finished theirs'
i read theirs'...i felt so...so happy
and so...nice...
i knew they crapped
but they crapped really well
and i still believe that out of their reflections
only 30% is crap, 70% comes from their hearts
there are sentences like "through this project we became good friends"
this is surely part of the crap
but at least, even if it wasnt good friends, it would be better friends than before
there's another part i have to agree too...that's written by shaam:
"we dont have any difficulties in handing our work..except maybe for handing in this reflection"
something like that he wrote...haha
the best part is...all there isnt anything negative in it!
its the truth...not that we are trying to hide our conflicts or whatever

on the whole..i really really enjoyed and appreciated to be in this super group of mine
hehehe...

took some time to think about her
should have said accidentally ba
i referred to everything from the day i know her
she was the one who once made me cry
(think she doesnt know that...but something she wrote in her blog during sec1 made me cry in sec2...when i found out about it)
she was the one who helped to save me last year
or u guys would have shut off this blog immediately (got ghost huhh?!?!?)
she was one of the most qingmi friends i know
(in the sense that she always 'kisses'...haha)
she was someone who had sort of not like me like 'fish' and kl in early sec2
she was somebody's crush...
but somehow she existed in my world ever since she appeared
if u ever appeared in my eyes and something wrong happened to u, i'll tend to notice
just like yr...though now i dont think he seem to acknowledge my existance
but i'll not forget...there was once when i went to the toilet as i am too tired
he walked past me...and simply just ask:
"u alright?u look kind of sad"
something like that
it was just a normal concern by unexpectedly from someone that i dont really know

hmm...gonna end it this way...

wint3rdreamz@11:58 PM
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