::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

o.m.g
y is it always like tt
when i start to look forward to sth
sth bad always happens

so looking forward to tmr's chalet
2e3 de
so long nv gonna enjoy with those ppl i had known 2 yrs ago
suddenly pc msged n said tt it was cancelled
aww.....so sad...kinda disappointed
i dun blame pc
he has his reasons...be it reasonable or stupid ones
to not to reply to us when we made further enquiries shows tt
he is actually quite sorry to bring the bad news
but tt doesnt stop me from being disappointed
looking forward to it
n it was cancelled
awwwww...........

went for trainin tday
trainin in safra from nxt mth onwards seemed more relaxed
a.r de got a few more h of trainin than a.p durin each session
n a.p trainin is kinda more relaxin than a.r ones
i was trusted with e potential
i must make meself a name
(there i go again)
hope its really not empty words n may i be pressure-free durin competition
n i dun mean inter-sch
i mean inter-club...which is...selection la
i get nervous easily even over the smallest competition
n i cant perform well like this
i must learn to relax
relax....relax...relax...
i can do it de..believe in meself...and not to underestimate others
jiayo

now with 2e3 chalet cancelled
i have to go for e other chalet tt lies on e same day
3e1/e2 chalet
but...i dun feel like goin...
i only can have one evenin of e whole hol to be spent out of e house
onnly one evenin leh
tot it can be nicely occupied by my 2e3 frens
den if i got e chance i hope the gatherin can be organised again
i really really wanna...
I Am DeSpErAtE
LoL.
if i find out tt pc is going to e 3e1/e2 gathering
i m goin to Kill HiM....

wint3rdreamz@6:09 PM
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