::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

it had been so long since i have seriously posted
maybe i will this time

actually i noe its helmi's bdae tday
but somehow i think tt i m not fren enuff with him to even give him a bdae greetin

yesterday was idy n shaam's bdae
too bad shaam dun have a hp
i cant sms him
idy...well...i admit i forgot bout it

i had been clanging to this skin for mths
but i dun feel like changing cuz it does look nice

tmr leh...tmr den say ba

it had been a year like this le
this yr is much tougher than the last
with tortures going on within me physically, emotionally, acadamically n competitively
physically-- actually it happened last yr..but i accounted it to this yr
emotionally-- sth tt i would rather not say ;)
acadamically-- u must admit tt sec 3 is much much more tougher than sec2 isnt it!! more sub...more hw...more weird tchers (haha)...more exams..and obviously...more Stress..
competitively-- e torture of being in 3e1...and me not being able to get into e sch team this yr for a.r

this is rather too short to summarise a year isnt it?
well...think tts not all

the company around me changed
ppl's attitude changed...as mentioned by one of my frens regarding some hidden hatred within a group of guys

wat to say?
i really miss 2e3..haha
when humans r growing up...nth could stopp tt
n one cant help thinking of sth good when things around gets worse
n those good things only happen in e past
(not e bad things now...not e unexperienced in the future...of cuz its e past..lol)

i duno wat is e real motive of starting this entry..
i just kept typing n typing till maple is going to allow me to play

when there is sth bad..there is always sth good
eg...i had met new frens
not tt old ones r not good
new ones r just as good
so good+good=better....isnt it?
i had got on better terms with some of my old frens
ppl like tm, jannice, wy, lr..they r e ppl whom i noe for quite a long time
but had not really been considered on very good terms
now..not bad ar..
made a good friend this yr
though he is pervertic n ... well....should say too much..haha
nice fren...actually..heh
one thing there...at least my old frens had not forgotten me as well
i must admit though i had not been someone who ppl will always call for
but at least if many calls for me once in a while
tt is just as enuff...haha

maple is back...i'll crap more other time..
haha

wint3rdreamz@8:26 PM
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