Monday, July 31, 2006
was pia-ing my homeworks
somehow suddenly i lost my mood and came to blog
i thought i had forgotten
i assumed i can forget
but what happened two years ago of today
i cannot forget
was meant to be happy
actually i was happy today
with that 5n incident
dont know why
this by right should be classified as something bad happening
but somehow i had said something so daring that i din expect myself to say...this had somehow got me happy
i must be sick. what the hell is happening to me?
can talk about that later
i somehow wished that there isn't such day called 31st july
but it isn't actually affecting me a lot
the day isnt...but the person himself did
what i really cant believe is that up till now...after so long
i still find him someone 'special'
he's supposingly a friend of mine
and hopefully it stays that way
i sincerely wish that i had lost my memory
to know him all over again...with him as only a friend in my mindset
yet...i rather i dun lose my memory too
argh...sometimes i find myself pathetic
drowning in my own despair
sian liao...really sian liao
zzz
bout the 5n incident....
i'll mention it another day
wint3rdreamz@8:33 PM
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