::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Monday, March 12, 2007

i wanna SCREAM.
ever since the o level results came out...some sort of gloom floated around me
first it was jipeng..though how i wished he could stay...but he couldn't
then it's kailing xueen sok n jac...who wanna have higher pursuits
after that more n more ppl r like leaving...from s24
sarah made me wanna cry...she's so close to making it to nj
kailing too...with that confused n not-so-herself look when i c her coming back to visit us
felt so goddamnit on friday...those who stayed were split into different classes
when i look at the board with the new class arrangement i feel so like smashing it
argh.
sometimes i wonder why is there such thing call PAE
but honestly...without it...will i be able to meet these wonderful ppl?

went for the campfire on thurs evening.
before that...zachlim requested us to go for a radiology talk as the number of ppl who signed up r quite pathetic
but some of us stupid-ly got into the wrong talk
was sitting there listening to pollution instead
couldn't bear it (too sleepy!), so we somehow got away from the talk halfway when the poor lecturer saw our sleepy faces and gave a break
haha...den it was campfire+dance party at e parade square
had fun dancing and going crazy
had kfc and snacks at e canteen
and that is when the crying spree starts again
hmm...somehow i must admit that it makes some sense that i have only 1 pt for F in the personality test
though i feel damn sad deep inside...but somehow it just doesn't reflect on my face
anw...tried to comfort them n well...really hope that everything would be alright

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BiG part of 07s24...taken at campfire nite

had shooting camp on fri evening n sat
watched a movie in e cold range..not able to understand half e contents
haha...cuz my english cannot make it...when e others are laughing i dunno y...
came down to sch on sat after lunch with jiapei and chaoxiang
dunno y...somehow have this invisible barrier between jiapei and me that makes me not able to be as jokingly with him as it was...perhaps after some stuffs that i have heard about him...perhaps after some things that he had done

jiapei and chaoxiang sleeping on e bus...took it cuz i dun feel sleepy...lol..

anw it was a hot and dull sat afternoon
but there isnt short of fun in the evening
started to truly bond with the pistolgals...and found that they are really nice and funny ppl
prepared a funny skit which only we can appreciate Xp
had bbq and each team displayed their own skit
some got abit sicko..was omfg-ing more than laughing throughout some skit
and e rifleboys proved to us that e content can be funny without much pervertic scenes
haha
was told off by a senior who was present
and ya...somehow some of e performances were a bit too much..

went out into e almost pitch-dark stadium and lie on each other's bellies
looking at e starry sky and singing along
den started recording a rap/rythm that starts with:
abel has a ~~neighbour~~navel; a sexy ~~neighbour~~navel
LOL
e contents were damn funny and ya...we had fun recording it

upon reflecting...perhaps i shouldn't think too much...
y should i think so deep, spending all my energy generating negative feelings towards other ppl?
must remain pure, innocent and...o well... :)

hang on 07s24....we'll still be together no matter wat.

wint3rdreamz@1:43 AM
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