::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Thursday, June 21, 2007

ok...a break from all e confusing math ><

so far so good. i think my study pace is going on ok
but that doesnt mean much
if i cant get e stuffs in...
or couldnt get e stuffs out (during exams)
all e efforts will be futile isnt it?
sigh.

i admit the topics in jc are quite interesting (except for the languages haha)
but it's v tough to get it in too x.x

well.. received a call from mreddielim
so when i replied tt i dun have exams during 2nd half of august
it means that im going to seasa, for sure?
or is he merely asking around?
well let's assume that i am going :D

spent about half an hour thinking bout this trip (ah my precious mugging time :(
quite excited to noe who's going..esp the little rifle gals n the pistol boys (or gays?haha)..n if anyone from njcsc will be going with me :)
but to my anguish (haha), abel's so-called lover (whose name coincidentally starts with A) is going too :((
recalling the last overseas trip with her to darwin for arafura, i couldnt help it but to sigh n shake my head
on thinking bout tt, i think i should make myself clear to her next time
im still on rather ok terms with her
but i feel like im a hypocrite..talking n smiling to her when in my heart i noe that i dun like her
like abel said: y should i bother to be nice to someone i dun like?
when i reflected that it wasnt v nice of him to change lanes away from her (right in front of her lol) when joanne n me sort of forced him to take up e lane beside her Xp
hmm so when i get e chance, im going to tell her how i feel bout her..n how she is going to respond (by telling her mom or watever) is not goin to be my business.

honestly if i myself do piss ppl off like she does..i would like to hear from everyone
den at least i have an idea bout my social skills n if it's really bad..
i'll give myself a chance to change

ok another half an hour wasted
gonna go back to my muggerisation (lol) le...

ps. hope that most ppl when went to arafura r going for seasa :DD

wint3rdreamz@3:56 PM
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