::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Sunday, June 03, 2007

went training yesterday
realised tt im kinda resistant to coach z

i really duno wat to say
she became so wary..so careful of other ppl
i just cant believe tt she tried to chase me out of e sch range just becuz im now under another coach n dun wan me to listen to wat she teaches her students
o well i din care tt much up till recently n i duno y
i was only stoning down there enjoying e aircon after running for 6 rounds
well watever
no matter wat...i m not goin to care how she treat me.. i still respect her as a coach who used to teach me how to shoot rifle years ago..
but she arent gonna stop me from helping my juniors cuz she just isnt paying enough attention to em
im not trying to snatch any fame from her... i can let em say tt it's her who has been coaching em all along if they shoot damn well during nationals (which i strongly believe they will)
e main purpose is still their scores...tt's all i wanted out of em
i admit i do not really like her
i rmb how happy i was cuz she never got to beat coach f
haha *evil grin*
i also admit how i used to like her...admire her as e coach who had brought up many good shooters (esp from ai *grins*)
but perhaps the politics in the coaching arena has changed her
to become like this
all e best... though being a coach is someone who can influence ppl and lead them to perform well
but being a coach also muz have e generosity, e fact tt coaching should be outspread n not selfish n confined.

if anyone would to ask me who contributes to my achievements in shooting (though not tt great)
, i would not have a definite ans
from coach z, coach li(who has passed away), coach gai, e 2 coaches under coach z, mr e lim, coach f, prem..
to my clubmates, my teammates, my tic-s...
anyone who would somehow drop a hint tt there's sth i can improve even without em noticing...
those whom im trying to spot mistakes n good pts from..which in turn makes me realise what i have done wrong n wat i should have done to make it rite..
thx everyone... u have been great coaches in one way or another...

im still stuck at trigo... which is like e first chapt of maths
argh ><

nusis this week
aim to get 370
tt is, if im shooting
x.x

wint3rdreamz@8:37 PM
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