::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

im lazy. yea i really am. sorry blog >.<

just some stuffs to add on.

bowling and ice skating and dinner with some of the AISL07 trip ppl on last mon was really fun
though im such a klutz. caused jasmine to fall while trying to teach her to ice skate, and broke rachel's necklace while trying to stuff ice down her shirt.
paisehhs. hope jasmine's wrist's alright and i'll try to compensate rachel's neckalce, somehow. Xl

oya oya, soo sorry to my dear seniors for not attending the seniors' farewell on mon nite.
which meant, din get to deliver the gifts to the 3 lovely APGs and the certs to the other seniors.

went to chalet on the 2nd day (tues) instead.
bowled again haha. but my score were much much better than mon's. ha.
tackled the table soccer thingy and got pwned by mark :(
played calvin's wii at nite. wahaha dam fun though i was always the first few to die :p

nyt monthly on sat
91 94 89 91 365
ewww i so hate tt 89 series.
it's like 5 eights argh. so gross.
the last series could have been better; shot a 7 for the last shot
and i got pwned by eunice...haha nooo...

yesterday (mon), jianhuan's birthday dinner at fish and co.
haha had a great time there..
not the dinning part though, cuz i ordered this clayfish pasta thing
but it's like dam spicy and the pasta is kinda not well cooked (not the gravy it's the pasta itself)
vanessa and i were like omg so spicy.
the fish and chips are so much nicer, and it's dammm big size tt most of them couldn't finish their's.

alrite, plans for these two weeks.
1. no online, no blogging, no msn
2. work work work
3. HOMEwork ---jialat i have not started on any yet!! :(
4. lifesaving 1,2,3 test on wed, muz study ><
5. train swimming skills for BM, i couldnt save a person properly for goodness sake.
6. training (pistol)-mite cut down on tt till next year.

and yea, other than the events happening around me as mentioned above,
im still a bit worried for my 2 frens.
though they more or less are quite ok for now, but there r still misunderstandings that i feel should be resolved
cuz these misunderstandings is affecting others too.
the coach is worried- shown in the wrong way, but (and thus) the students are ignoring.

perhaps im influenced by some other ppl
but currently im feeling ABIT tired of shooting, training etc.
like junhong mentioned in his blog:
'to rediscover the joy in creating just a hole on the target, rather than the sadness from not getting a world-class grouping.'
it's like, hmm...one has been shooting for years, to try to win medals, get into important games like beijing08 and stuffs. when one have been too engross, well, part of the fun is gone. u train so hard, so hard, just to hit a good score. yea, it's that sense of achievement that makes u happy, but is ur journey there fun after all?

heh, this so so make me feel. seeing my teammates sigh and anger when they shot an 8 or 7.
seeing this statement, i was like, yea, why, why feel sad? it's rather pathetic isn't it?
of cuz, for shooters like me who have been chasing after perfection, 8s or 7s or even 9s (for rifle shooters) arent sth u can happy bout, but y sad?
it's not worth the sadness though.

i think im not worth to say tt im tired of shooting, yet.
i have only shot pistol for like...2 years? which is like super short compared to international shooters who shot for like more than 10 years.
but i have been on the chase for four years alrdy, ever since i joined wat used to be aiarc (it's called aisc now)
hmm...im only ABIT tired la, just a little break (just for a week or 2), i'll be back.
for my chase after achieving 370s, getting into SEA games, achieving 380s, going for world cups, and finally 390s, for perhaps 2012 or 2016 or later.

off for now :)

wint3rdreamz@2:09 AM
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