::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

so long..n i dunno what to blog Xl

first thing first...me am leaving for china (somewhere that john had bad memories in..haha)
for 5 days.
off on fri morning at like 7+am and back on tues at 7+pm
im taking SQ this time round...whee..!
lol..ok im kinda deprived you see.

had been busy with trainings, bonding camp and tests (bio-s)
trainings were bad on thurs and fri
especially friday when i was stressed by the going back to nj for bonding camp and my forgetting to bring the spex form which is supposedly due on friday evening
yea...and of course the electronic targets will not fail to bring additional pressure to me even though i am only training
lol.
monday's training's ok..getting more and more used to the targets, able to like feel the 'pathway' the pellet goes into the detector which leads to a score appearing on the screen
and training with the screen switched off in the beginning helps to allow me to focus mainly on my actions :)
but shots are still not consistent..
apparently this nanjing comp is like of high importance, more impt than seasa, ive heard
well...just gonna curb my fear facing the targets, which i think i can :D

bonding camp's fun..
though i missed like half of the fun due to my going home every night and my bio spa
(spa is not shuang k...sighs)
thx the organisers for organising such an amazing bonding camp!
seeing them have to meet up together at most of the time throughout the camp just to ensure the camp goes well touched me...
and ur efforts are not down to the drain
i heard nite walk was great...and the activities overall are really fun..
the war games...good thing everyone are enthu and got engaged..
most funny part is still gen's dumb attempt to attack junyang Outside the boys' toilet when the guys are In the toilet filling up many pails....lol..
and the skits are damm bloody funny...haha oops sounds abit crude..

unhappy things shant be mentioned here.
right daxiang? ;)
really sorry man... i noob ma.
lol

and i always thought guys like to be given a chance to explain themselves when they are having a row...

bio spa on sat and bio paper3 tests yesterday (tuesday)
spa's just ok (scully say too much teachers mite kill me)
paper3 test is something that i must admit if i study properly i will be able to score well
cuz the only questions that i left blank are those questions which requires regurgitated answers (which i unfortunately can't :(

went to cdans to watch b girls train
not bad girls, got improvement :))
perhaps it's a good thing that i'll not be down on sat to watch them shoot cuz i got a feeling my presence gives them pressure..haha..
took mrt home with fiona and feli
damm spas ar...both of them...lol :)
and on the way waking towards the mrt, im kinda glad that he can finally speak to me normally like how he does to his other frens
woah.

it's like 2.20am now
gonna slp through all the council speeches and stuffs i guess
or i'll just lose focus during training

looking forward...to yet another chance to escape from my hectic life for just 5 days

wint3rdreamz@12:55 AM
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