::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Friday, July 04, 2008

o it's over!

and im so glad tt i din end it off so badly as i did last yr :)

91 92 92 90 365

pointers:
-too nervous, able to perform good shots, but wasted cuz of lack of confidence
-like the way im careful with my shots, but focused on the wrong things, AGAIN :(
-feel less nervous towards e end after being called out, but due to the fear of hitting 8s, i adopted the see-and-hit method, which i wrote in my diary, is supposed to gain some outer 10s. but in the end, it's all 9s, like..last 9 shots r all 9s :( hate that, for i lowered my standards of my shots in this way.

this is perhaps the only guilt i have for not doing my best for this shoot.

overall we own
team gold with our targeted 1100 (just nice hit the mark!)
indv 1st xinhang 375
indv 2nd me
indv 5th sam 360

b div has done well too
for non of them really crash their comp scores
so proud of them too..

the trend for the 3 div r like e same (for indv placing)
1st is surely someone with 37x
den 2nd would be like someone with not-so-high 360
lol

rachel and i r so screwed
we owe wilson like duno how much money
for we keep shooting below our pb-s
haha

thx for all e good luck msgs
for all the hugs and handshakes
for all the support that was given to my team n i
singhui loves it all :)

din make it to national schools
but still able to shoot singapore open as nyt
haha

think i distracted christine during the comp by mumbling to myself
when kinda crashed her last series
but she was v nice, apologising to me n everything cuz of wat ive done instead
lol...
when dad just made things worse by saying things like even i can do a better 'job' than he does
these words r just so insulting

andrewtay's weird..but i think he's just not matured enough
in terms of mental, character and shooting skills
(no not because of wat happened today tt makes me think so..christine's incident is just an misunderstanding, it's really my fault, and as she claims, partially her's too.)

wint3rdreamz@10:43 PM
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