::*~Wint3rDreamz~*:: - Enigma of a thousand flowers

Saturday, December 13, 2008

nyt monthly DEC
87 89 90 89 355

aww. bad score, but a good enough start :)

i'll never take a break from shooting again. it's bad for my confidence, as shown by this shoot.
i was not focused, i doubted my actions, i change ways to shoot now and then throughout the shoot, i dun trust the new aiming techniques recommended by fan a few days ago.
and when i thought a certain way was alright, i repeated. when it wasnt, i changed immediately.

coach asked me to be satisfied with a 9 for this shoot. i followed, but hitting even 4 nines in a row is exasperating for me. i was miserable.

i had little 10s, more 7s than usual.

" are you going to start 25m? since for now you do not need to study, you can spend more time to start a new event. "
" i want to stabilise my 10m first. how can i expect myself to cope with 25m when i cannot even shoot well for 10? "

" i'll go when i get into ntt, if i can. "

vballed with ailin, b.dad, jo and nicole yst
fun fun and fun. the sun was not too glaring and the air was cooling.
ran Alot. b.dad and ailin would noe y :p

played cards, ate at the top of vivo while chatting.
jo was secretly happy. cuz she made us happy, esp nicole. hahaha
have not seen her suan so much before :l

yay. woman, fan and csb reckoned im thinner now. :D

i think this is for real this time. i felt sparks when ur hand met mine.

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